My friends from home need to stop calling me and taking out their bullshit on me. Maybe then I can be happy enough to hang out with my friends here. I am sick and tired of yelling matches, freak out sessions, and going to bed angry enough that sleep isn't restful. Cut it the fuck out.

1. ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet, current car): Max Explorer ( Read more... )

I'm slowly driving myself crazy overthinking this Emily thing. It's over and done with, we already went and hung out, she told me that she wanted to hang out as friends. That should be good enough, but somehow it's not. For the last few days the only thing my brain can say to itself about that situation is "......but why?" In thinking that a ( Read more... )

"Hey, I didn't mention this earlier, but to me us hanging out is just a friend thing. I'm sorry if I've given you the wrong impression or anything. I just wanted to clarify so you don't think otherwise."

I can see it now. This is going to be a bad upcoming week.

So the last few weeks have been really whirlwind. Already it's almost the middle of March and I have no idea how it happened. It's very very confusing and just a little bit frustrating. I feel like I should be farther along on my senior project (though I think everyone else does too, so maybe this is just a normal feeling as April creeps closer ( Read more... )

1. Is there someone who's always on your mind ( Read more... )

...I'll be healthy. ._ ( Read more... )

Time to consider talking to my doctor again. Sunken into full on, I-couldn't-deny-it-if-I-tried depression.

*waves a little flag*

Yay.

So I lost two pages of my senior project to technology fuck ups. Spent a good bit of time on those too given that I did all the citations and the reading for them as I went along. I was really REALLY fuckin' pissed earlier in the evening, but now it's close to 4:30 in the morning and I've calmed down quite a bit. I've managed to make up the ( Read more... )

So it's pouring outside, which honestly is a nice sound while you're trying to read and get work done. Something about the pattering on the fire escape or the gentle rolling thunder going on outside makes me feel kinda of calm and sleepy (and a lot like a hippy too for some reason =P ( Read more... )