Senior Project Mayhem
So I lost two pages of my senior project to technology fuck ups. Spent a good bit of time on those too given that I did all the citations and the reading for them as I went along. I was really REALLY fuckin' pissed earlier in the evening, but now it's close to 4:30 in the morning and I've calmed down quite a bit. I've managed to make up the ground on the two pages I lost (thank you RefWorks for being so kind), and even added another page on top of it. I'm still behind my schedule for the week (In theory, I wanted to have 10 pages before Tuesday morning, but I think it may end up being 8-10 for Tuesday evening).
I think once I get really rolling, it will be fine. It's just because this was the first week I forced myself to work on my project and get some writing done with an obvious goal in mind. Once I settle into doing the writing on a daily basis, it will all be fine.
In the mean time, I'm not deaf in my right ear anymore. Turns out my ear canal is wicked small and doesn't drain properly anymore meaning I have to go in once every 4-6 months to have it irrigated *shrug*. No big deal.
I went to see Dido and Aeneas today too which was a really nice break from work. They sounded great despite the fact that it was their second performance of the day (and the last one for that matter) and parts of it were really intense. I cried just a little, and some parts of it even gave me the shivers from the looks on people's faces or the lighting (like at the end when the scrim in the back faded to deep red). The silhouetting effect that had on the motionless cast memebers as Dido was carried away was just fucking CHILLING.
Anyways, off to bed with me. Sidenote (becase I'm trying not to dwell on it): I've slipped back into full on depression rounds. Hopefully it doesn't last too long this time.
I think once I get really rolling, it will be fine. It's just because this was the first week I forced myself to work on my project and get some writing done with an obvious goal in mind. Once I settle into doing the writing on a daily basis, it will all be fine.
In the mean time, I'm not deaf in my right ear anymore. Turns out my ear canal is wicked small and doesn't drain properly anymore meaning I have to go in once every 4-6 months to have it irrigated *shrug*. No big deal.
I went to see Dido and Aeneas today too which was a really nice break from work. They sounded great despite the fact that it was their second performance of the day (and the last one for that matter) and parts of it were really intense. I cried just a little, and some parts of it even gave me the shivers from the looks on people's faces or the lighting (like at the end when the scrim in the back faded to deep red). The silhouetting effect that had on the motionless cast memebers as Dido was carried away was just fucking CHILLING.
Anyways, off to bed with me. Sidenote (becase I'm trying not to dwell on it): I've slipped back into full on depression rounds. Hopefully it doesn't last too long this time.