i hate men

Yesterday was the best Monday that I've had just about ever. Today was equally as amazing. Skipped school went to Brian's house, went to Chi Chi's, stuffed our faces with fajitas. Today we did the same except for no chi chi's, and no fajitas. But that's ok. Even tho Brian pissed me off a million times today, I love him a lot more than I did a week ( Read more... )

good news....♥ my prom dress arrived today.

bad news......my mom thinks it looks like a moo moo that shows too much cleavage.

yeah..... so what? I just so happen to be in l♥ve with that slutty moo moo...

and guess what

I'm gonna wear it to prom and that's that.
Today I had to wear a bra because I was auditioning for a part in the school play M* ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at five am. Compliments of Brian, calling me because he couldn't sleep. So is it considered rude to pass on your misfortune to someone else?... no no no. So thanks to Christmas I have a new laptop. It's a mac so hopefully it won't fail me like my last laptop*cough a Dell *cough...that I threw against a wall in an angry rage ( Read more... )

i..need..a..break.
been having some really bizarre dreams lately. kind of scary ones about people dying...then not so scary ones like me having sex with other men. i'm not a slut....
i'm on a diet. a real one. a real one where i jog and eat right and all that jazz. did i tell you that I went through a small eating disorder phase..not cool and it's ( Read more... )

who thought that i could strenghthen my relationship with Brian and screw up my reputation with his parents all in the same night? His step dad called me "just a piece of ass" ... fuck him...

in other news, Gerard Way bleached his hair and "So You Think You Can Dance" tonight was fantastic. ♥

im moving on

sometimes i wish everything was all black and white ♥
These past few days have been emotional for me. i am moving away again..this time for the last time, but still an hour away from everything. away from everything one more time is still too much. But still apart of me is focused on the positive...more than would seem and i think that is what is ( Read more... )

ok soo i'm sitting here at home like i have done almost every day since summer started and i'm not gonna lie...it really sucks. Brian and i went to Downtown Disney on Sunday and it was terrible. we went to go see the Lake House but i realized that i lost my cell phone (aka: the essence of my life ♥)... so i was crying for 2 hours until the movie ( Read more... )

i'm so hungry for something real. summer has begun and i feel seo refreshed but it isn't enough. i went to the hospital yesterday because i was having severe stomach pains..it turns out that i had a stomach virus that was causing my potassium level to drop dangerously low. i was at the hospital for 8 hours running tests and such. i was miserable ( Read more... )

I completly forgot that i even HAD this thing....maybe i should update???? Well...another day i suppose. For now everything is going very well. This year is so much better than the last. Last year I was nobody...this year i have popularity oozing out of my ears....not to mention my grades are AMAZING!!! As and Bs Bitches!!! =D I'm a new mommy to a ( Read more... )