I'm sorry that I haven't updated my journal very much lately (to all you people who actually care), but it seems like I never have time to do anything anymore. School has been so stressful and overwhelming, is kind or rough. I'm not even sure what has been so stressful about it. I know one of the things that has been stressful lately is that I dont ( Read more... )

Today was the first Sunday I haven't gone to church sence I started going to church again. I didnt feel well at all this morning, and it was hard for me to walk. I still wanted to go to church but Tracy didnt wake me back up, she figured it was better for me to rest. Now I just have to wait until Wednesday and I will feel better about church. Its ( Read more... )

Maybe I am doing the wrong thing by going with Matt on Tuesday. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt Bill. He is my bestfriend and I always want him to be in my life. He hasnt been very happy lately and I wish there was something I can do but there isnt. I'll always be here for him to talk to and everything but I dont think that is enough ( Read more... )

I just needed to scream. Things have been so overwhelming and they are really starting to get to me. Bill has been the only thing getting me through all this. Now I dont even completely have that. I just dont know what to do or where to go from here. Why do I have to be such a bitch. I treat Bill so badly and for some reason he still puts up with ( Read more... )

I didnt go to work today. I was real sick this morning. I hate when I dont go to work. My job is awesome and it's great being around the kids. I felt better after I woke up so I started cleaning my old room and moving my stuff to my new room. Guess it's a good thing I clean a lot when I dont feel good because I finally got everything that I can do ( Read more... )

I NEED YOU ( Read more... )

The rain falls outside my window,
The vent hums beneath my bed,
The trees whisper in the wind,
The phone rings again and again,
The song on the radio fills the room,
The dogs bark for freedom,
The thunder booms in the distance,
The lady's voice comes over the intercom,
The clock ticks as the minutes roll on,
And all I hear is you.

Well I am finally living in Tennessee. I have been for nearly a month now. I havent done to much. I have been trying to get everything done that needs to get done and get stuff ready for school. I start school on August 18th!! I am soooooo afraid of going to a new school where I dont know anyone. I have a job at a daycare. I love my job. That's ( Read more... )

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