Why Are Things like this?

[tastyangelbaby]

I didnt go to work today. I was real sick this morning. I hate when I dont go to work. My job is awesome and it's great being around the kids. I felt better after I woke up so I started cleaning my old room and moving my stuff to my new room. Guess it's a good thing I clean a lot when I dont feel good because I finally got everything that I can do for now done. I found the poem my mom gave me that she wrote about me. Every time I read it I cry, but I love the poem. I was feeling down after I read it so I tried to call Bill to talk about things to see if that would help any, but he wasnt home. He had been sleeping the first time I called him. I dont even remember getting off the phone with him last night. All I know is that I woke up and didnt know where the phone was. It kind of worries me because I dont know what happened or what was said. I really needed him earlier today but I am used to not having anyone when I need to talk. That is part of the reason I have trouble talking to people about my problems. Then by the time I have someone to talk to I cant talk about it anymore. It's weird, but if I dont talk about things right away when I am ready to talk about them, I no longer I have strength to talk about them later.

Well I guess I better go get in the shower. Today is Wednesday!! We go to Shoney's to eat on Wednesdays then go to The Edge. The Edge is the name of my youth group. It is awesome. I love my newfound church.