hmmmmm.....just thinking
Maybe I am doing the wrong thing by going with Matt on Tuesday. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt Bill. He is my bestfriend and I always want him to be in my life. He hasnt been very happy lately and I wish there was something I can do but there isnt. I'll always be here for him to talk to and everything but I dont think that is enough anymore.
My life has just become so hectic. All these mixed emotions and built up anger, with no way for me to get them out. It's hard for me to talk about them even though I need to. I just dont have the words for them. Maybe they just cant be explained. Everything will be okay though. As long as Bill is in my life and I still have his friendship no matter what, I believe everything will be fine. That and having God in my life helps me more than anything else ever could.
Well I guess that is all I have to say for now. Hopefully soon I will be able to put some of my feelings in here to get them sorted out. I will just have to wait and see what God has in store for me.
My life has just become so hectic. All these mixed emotions and built up anger, with no way for me to get them out. It's hard for me to talk about them even though I need to. I just dont have the words for them. Maybe they just cant be explained. Everything will be okay though. As long as Bill is in my life and I still have his friendship no matter what, I believe everything will be fine. That and having God in my life helps me more than anything else ever could.
Well I guess that is all I have to say for now. Hopefully soon I will be able to put some of my feelings in here to get them sorted out. I will just have to wait and see what God has in store for me.