So, a lot of my entries seem to be me forcing myself to seem happier than I am/was.
But maybe I was happy. Who knows.

Recently I am an equal split between happy and sad.
I'm doing some good things in and with my life that make me happy and I have my excitement moments.
But there are things that still make me sad.

I also have realized that I ( Read more... )

I'm officially over and done with all guys I was involved with. (I think)
I'm ready for someone to come into my life and sweep me off my feet.
Treat me right.
Also, I've taken a vow of... not celibacy per-se, but of being good. No more sex without commitment. No more not getting what I deserve. (3 and a half months strong!) I haven't drank in a few ( Read more... )

I found the scrapbook. That's the first time I've REALLY missed our relationship. Normally I just miss his friendship.

I am on my period though. Crazy things happen then.

So it has been brought to my attention recently that I haven't updated in a while.
Or REALLY updated for that matter.

Phillip and I were together September 29 to November 22. Short lived to say the least. But the story really starts back in the begining of August when I got drunkkkkk with Mary at Kenny's house. Phillip is Kenny's bff. That was the ( Read more... )

you try & try to get over him.
but you're always remembering you're trying to get over him.
& that never seems to help anything.

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you!
Stolen from Kaity <3

I might have to change my major.
I'm afriad to because I dont like feeling locked into something.
And I'm afraid that once I change it I'm not going to want to do that anymore.

Good thing I start therapy soon.

Hmm. Well, this past weekend I went to havelock (4hrs away) with mary where philip lives (idk why i explain all of this stuff. i think christina is the only one who reads this anyway and she knows all the nitty gritty. anyway. i'm going to continue) and I stayed with him all weekend. Obviously we had sex the whole weekend, but saturday night (he'd ( Read more... )

Ughhh, I really like him :(

This is so not fair.

First two days of classes down. 
They went really well. I think I'm a little too stupid for one of them (it's a philosophy class. I don't think I spelled that right), but most of my friends are in that class, lol. It should be good.
I feel ready for school this year. I'm excited about classes and all that. Hopefully I can keep this attitdude!