One thing about being a slayer, you can smell death, like most people smell rain, and it was getting closer and closer to Jackson ( Read more... )

I can’t believe Alex and I are together. I mean I really love this woman, so yeah it’s scary, or at least I’m scared, because I don’t want to lose her like I lost Sam. We talked about it once or twice, but not in depth or anything, she’s got a lot going on with her slayer and everything else she doesn’t need to be dealing with my emotional baggage ( Read more... )

So I am still hiding from Charles. No I don't regret what we did, I just worry things will be different now. I mean thats obvious, yes it will be different, why wouldn't it? Question is will it be so different that he will be weird around me, or is it me who is the one being weird. He isn't the one avoiding me, I am avoiding him worried about ( Read more... )

Magic. Let me tell you. I could never quite grasp the immensity of what it could do, until I woke up this morning.

I went to bed last night, like I do every other night, except this particular night I wasn't horns deep in my liquor cabinet and when I did fall asleep, it wasn't on the couch with my tequila bottle. I made a promise to Willow, in a ( Read more... )

There's something coming, I can feel it. It's really starting to piss me off that something out there thinks it can have even a PART of the kingdom we've worked so hard to create. Something will have to be done to stop it, there's no way in hell I'm losing all this.

(open to my husband)

I couldn't believe it. Charles and I were spending time talking then we were making love...I think thats what I could call it, he didn't seem to be complaining and the fact that he was still here when I woke up said a lot too. Part of me wonders if we made the right decision though. I mean, was this the right way to start off a new relationship ( Read more... )

Immense amounts of pain. My back hurt from the lashings that Mr. Hart gave me. Most of the actual cuts healed, but there was bruising. And it wasnt going away for a while. And then there were my...nether regions. THAT is an entirely different kind of hurt. I couldnt even say what he put down there to torture me. But it doesnt hurt as bad as it did ( Read more... )

It's over. It's all over ( Read more... )

I sat in the back of Angel's car with Cordy, neither one of us talking or even looking in the others direction. Every now and then I caught Angel glancing in the rear view mirror at us. Maybe I was crazy, but I think he might have actually been scowling. It didn't matter. I didn't trust her and that's that. I mean how can Angel be so blind? ( Read more... )

I dropped my digits down on Ang's dresser and bailed. If she wanted to lock herself inside her own head so be it! If she didn't need to be committed before she was certainly on the right track to it now! Part of me wanted to turn around and not give up on her, but the better half of me just wanted to tell her exactly where to stick her emotional ( Read more... )