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I couldn't believe it. Charles and I were spending time talking then we were making love...I think thats what I could call it, he didn't seem to be complaining and the fact that he was still here when I woke up said a lot too. Part of me wonders if we made the right decision though. I mean, was this the right way to start off a new relationship? I can't believe that a man like Charles though would run off after that, he doesn't seem like...well like Parker was to Buffy. I do know now though that we can't go back, we can't change what has happened, not that I want to.
There isn't anyone I can talk to about this, Buffy can't be seen around us, and has to sneak to the house, Angel and his team don't really care for Charles, Giles...not gonna happen there, and well that just leaves Xander and he is busy with his new girlfriend. I guess I will just have to suck it up and talk to Charles. Though none of this matters right now anyway, I have actual work to do and he is sleeping.
What I need to worry about right now is taking care of Lorne and the spell to make him appear human. I have finally gotten everything I need and now all I have to do is perform it, thank goddess for my office, otherwise with the way things have been I wouldn't have the peace enough to even do the spell.
I mix the herbs, light the candles, say the latin which I suck at, and pray really hard this doesn't turn him into a toad...or turn me into a toad, either way someone would be a toad and it would be bad. Our cover would definatly be blown then.
The time passes, and hey I'm not a toad...I just hope the spell worked. I guess when Lorne looks in the mirror and sees his human face we will know...and I guess I no longer have an excuse to avoid the talk with Charles...
[[open to Charles and anyone else who wants to interrupt.]]
There isn't anyone I can talk to about this, Buffy can't be seen around us, and has to sneak to the house, Angel and his team don't really care for Charles, Giles...not gonna happen there, and well that just leaves Xander and he is busy with his new girlfriend. I guess I will just have to suck it up and talk to Charles. Though none of this matters right now anyway, I have actual work to do and he is sleeping.
What I need to worry about right now is taking care of Lorne and the spell to make him appear human. I have finally gotten everything I need and now all I have to do is perform it, thank goddess for my office, otherwise with the way things have been I wouldn't have the peace enough to even do the spell.
I mix the herbs, light the candles, say the latin which I suck at, and pray really hard this doesn't turn him into a toad...or turn me into a toad, either way someone would be a toad and it would be bad. Our cover would definatly be blown then.
The time passes, and hey I'm not a toad...I just hope the spell worked. I guess when Lorne looks in the mirror and sees his human face we will know...and I guess I no longer have an excuse to avoid the talk with Charles...
[[open to Charles and anyone else who wants to interrupt.]]