Wow, it actually feels kinda odd about writing here again. So much has happen this summer. Germany was amazing. Caitlin moved to Florida. Ashley died with a heart problem...like my grandpa. It's kinda funny looking back over the years before this. Freshmen year and making friends that were all older than me. Sophomore year...Harry and my Grandpa... ( Read more... )

I get back from Germany to find that i'm not fired...nooo they just don't have any days for me to work, at all. So i now have to find another job with a better pay so that i can pay my mom back for Germany. I still have so much stuff to do without enough time to do them and no fucking ideal how to even. I'm pmsing and late b/c i'm stressing out. My ( Read more... )

TaiChick5: ha, i luv that movie ( Read more... )

at distracting Eric from his day. I wish i knew what to say that atleast would help in a bit. But i have no ideal what to say...and so i'm just rambling on and on about some stupid shit or another. God, why couldn't something funny happen today so that i could at least make him laugh. But no my day has been pretty much shit too...

Monday night...Eric met my mom and my sister....awkward, amusing, and ended up a really good time. He even came back, today...and we watched cars.....still a fun night though he wanted to see what my room looked like after i had just piled all the crap in the hallway into my room to make the house appear more clean......he said it looked like god ( Read more... )

...................yea, it finally hits me. How lonely it's going to be next year. The last of my close friends, the group that took me a year to really open up to them and then another one to even open up farther...i don't open up well...and these people seen me cry they know what to do. And soon they're all going to be gone....i could say i still ( Read more... )

of people complaining i never tell the whole story on everything that goes wrong...But, hey. By now you'd think they'd figure out it's usually b/c i don't like having tell what's wrong with me every god damn second b/c then i just keep thinking about it and i get upset...and i don't like being upset. Or they try to double team me not realising i ( Read more... )

i need to do something tomarrow, i need to change. I'm upset and i want to do something different. I got my answer, apparently anything even closly related to a fairy tale can't happen to me...w/e I got a straight answer that's all that matters

so yea i've been non stop talking about jacob and it's annoying i know i'm annoying myself so yea i'm gonna try and keep all that on here instead ( Read more... )

i don't know whats wrong with him today but i hate it when he gets like this. I'm sorry i brought my best friend but i wanted her to meet you. You could have pulled me aside. Why do you only become romantic when no one is around or paying attention. Because when i have someone new there who doesn't know anyone but me i tend to miss it i tend to ( Read more... )