I'm tired and i'm stressed...perfect combo
I get back from Germany to find that i'm not fired...nooo they just don't have any days for me to work, at all. So i now have to find another job with a better pay so that i can pay my mom back for Germany. I still have so much stuff to do without enough time to do them and no fucking ideal how to even. I'm pmsing and late b/c i'm stressing out. My grandma finally took off her wedding ring and wants me to dust down my grandpa's liberary....when every time i walk in there i start crying. I want to talk to eric but i'm starting to feel like i'm always wining and complaining and crying on the phone to him and he doesn't deserve that. They're my problems. Not his to deal with. I miss Germany so much. And i'm exploding here b/c it's better than on somone else....and theres no stupid stunt to try and pull to get my mind off it.