crap...i just saw this with my other friend
...................yea, it finally hits me. How lonely it's going to be next year. The last of my close friends, the group that took me a year to really open up to them and then another one to even open up farther...i don't open up well...and these people seen me cry they know what to do. And soon they're all going to be gone....i could say i still have rori but that would be a load of crap...he was never in the same league as the others...I remember feeling sad last year when we lost livi, shannon, and all of them. But over the year Caitlin has become like an older sister to me and i just really don't want to go through next year knowing i was the last one to go through lassiter of that group. I know what you guys will say but kelsey we will always be here for you. I know that...i've always known that. But life changes when you go to colege you really finally grow up and just seeing it with our other friends yes were still close but it's different. They have a seperate life that your not apart of...and it makes you feel lonely b/c u still have that one life that they play such a big role in.........oh god i gotta stop i can't see anymore..