I always feel defeated after long days like this. It's worse that I can't sleep.

They don't love you like I love you.

So it's been raining here for forever, and I've been sick for 4 days. This is bull shit.

So I've started the book of John. I think this book is the book most Christians are stressing. It states that the only way to eternal life is through a belief in Christ, and that if one does not believe, then they will suffer God's wrath. I'm not done with this book, but what's stressed in the first 3 books is more of a life of poverty and service ( Read more... )

So all these job opportunities that looked promising didn't pan out ( Read more... )

So last friday, I gave Katie the recording of the song I had written for her as well as a few others because I realized that her song was only 2min long. I was only expecting to drop it off. I wanted to give it to her so I could feel like I could move one, or get some sort of closure, or be finished with it all. We ended up listening to the cd. And ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore ( Read more... )

I broke up with katie. I had felt this way for a long time. I wasn't really honest with her though. I just said I didn't think we would be able to make it because she is so busy, which is true. But she didn't even try. She had already forgotten to let me know what her week was like to hangout, so it didn't seem like she was trying, like usual. And ( Read more... )

i feel like women are just made to suck out your soul sometimes

So I wanted to see some old pics on facebook from a going away paryt that I went to with my ex. And I know this seems like facebook drama. It is, but I'm going to continue along anyway. I went to all my friends' profiles that were there that took pictures, but I was suddenly absent from all of them. I remember being tagged in them, so I checked my ( Read more... )