Wow... it has been far too long now. So much has happened. Fuck me I don't even know where to begin... Well I quit my job because I hated it and now I'm totall jobless (stupid idea to quit job before having one lined up!) I'm changing my major to be a kindergarten teacher YAY ME! I'm moving back home I'm gonna be living with Heather (YAY!) in an ( Read more... )

I have no clue what the hell I wanna be when I grow up! AHHH! I mean other then what I've ALWAYS wanted to be which is a wife and mother but I need a career other than that too, so I can help support my family and help send my children to college and one day buy my Trans Am... I have lots of ideas but I have to figure everything out ( Read more... )

Today has been quite interesting... I have a new addition to my little household... Wallace! http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y167/sxy_transam/Life%20of%20Jamie/Wallace3.jpgRead more... )

Today I woke up late.. again. Went to class..blah blah blah.. Fun fun. This entry is deffinately not about today, but it does effect today's mood and perspective. I talked to John yesturday. HUGE mix-up the other night. He said he had other plans because he had to drive his mom somewhere. How is that a mix-up? He thought I meant I was coming over ( Read more... )

I think I have had the best few days in a long time these past few days... I went home. I got to spend time with my mommy. I miss her so much. I got to spend time with my friends. I loved every moment of it. Alright maybe not EVERY moment, but as a whole I LOVED it. Obviously as you can tell from my previous entries I had my very upseting moments. ( Read more... )

If you were a boy who was attracted to me (alright more than just attracted to me) and I asked you to spend a night with me in a hotel room.. then later it was decided it was to spend a night alone with me in my mom's house (for cost purposes)... how would you react? Well let's take this out of hypothetical perspective now... I asked John he said ( Read more... )

Double starred apply to me ( Read more... )

Okay so I took the liberty tonight of calling John and asking him if he would be willing to spend a day a day and a night with me in a hotel... like during the day we could go bowling or play putt-putt or something... and then at night I would get us a hotel room so I could spend the night in his arms.. just like it used to be. I was so excited ( Read more... )

Hello all... I'm sitting at my apartment right now..missing a "totally cool" party right now. I love to be out with everyone and have fun... but I hate feeling like I'm not really wanted there and I'm only there becuz they were sure I would feel shitty if I heard but wasn't invited.. plus I'm not too bad to look at... lol.. So tonight I'm staying ( Read more... )

I got super bored, and since I slept through my classes for today... here ya go! lol ( Read more... )