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Values?
What does one do when their whole value system is over thrown? I feel shaken to the core on my values in life. I have always looked up to my parents for MANY things in life, always following their examples, more or less, to learn how to act and how to deal with a situation. They have always shown me how violence is never ok, and that everything can ( Read more... ) -
Its been a day
Work has always been my happy place, and it is no longer happy for me. I have a great co-teacher. And we get along great. Even through all my Weirdness.
But I am all done with other staff being so up set, as they have every right to be. It is not ok to for a boss to tell you to shut up, every... People should know how to talk to one another with ( Read more... ) -
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Well today is my birthday, 29 years old. I feel old lol. It was an over all good day. Had a good lunch and went to see batman vs superman. It was pretty good, I would have done it a little different but hey. I had 50+ people wish me a happy birthday but not my dad, hes too busy being passed out drunk. I really don't know how to deal with him -
Two In a Night
So I took a gander though this journal starting form the very beginning. It was kind of neat, and sad. I had a lot happen that was not my fault but still felt I needed to say sorry at that time in my life. I no longer feel that way. Ya"ll were assholes and I should not be sorry for that. Mark, I hate that you were to scared to ever let anything ( Read more... ) -
Hello old friend
It has been awhile. I never realize how much I miss writing until I truly need it ( Read more... ) -
New year.
Well a new year does not mean much to me right now as I have just moved halfway across this country away from all my friends and most of my family, though I am thankful for the few I have here. This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my whole life. I am scared. I don't know what to do or how to make new friends ( Read more... ) -
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I think I need to see a doctor... See is the wrong word I need to talk with a doctor. My little bouts of depression are getting longer and worse. But its hard to say that to anyone. After college.. and really before then I know i have had moments of sadness, but they always get better.This time they are not. -
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Since when is it a bad thing that I want someone to love me? Why is it bad that I want a house, husband and children? Why is it so bad that I know what I want? Since when is it wrong to be realistic? I am a grounded person; I know to do things that are in reach. I was a dreamer when I was a kid, but its not realistic to be that way as I get older. ( Read more... ) -
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Hey Hey Hey
Well someone pointed out it has been a while.I found a Job. I like it I teach at a daycare for one and two year olds. I live in a house with a roommate,yes, me I really moved out of my parents lol. Its a nice house. Im finding that friendships do come and go, but I really am ok. Any and all relationships are that way, some are short and some are ( Read more... )