Aug 20, 2011 16:25
Since when is it a bad thing that I want someone to love me? Why is it bad that I want a house, husband and children? Why is it so bad that I know what I want? Since when is it wrong to be realistic? I am a grounded person; I know to do things that are in reach. I was a dreamer when I was a kid, but its not realistic to be that way as I get older. I have worked hard for what I have. I have gone to school, I have done crappy jobs, I have been hurt, more than once, but all this made me stronger. What is one more upset? Everyone says I will do better and I will find the right one, house, job, or man. They are right, I know it will happen. I am just ready for everyone to take of the gloves with me.
I am ready to take my next step in life. I want more than what I have right now. I just don’t know how to do it yet, but I know I need to do it myself; no one is going to do it for me.