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End of Fall Break
So we have fall break at the college. It is literally 2 days. However! I badly needed those 2 days to catch up on my work. I have graded a lot and made several tests in moodle and just caught up on a bunch of stuff that has been piling up. It's not a complete lack of effort on my part, though. There is just SO MUCH to do all the time, and some of ( Read more... ) -
Livin'
Back at it. Today is the kickoff for the fall semester. Our classes start Thursday. Everything moved quickly this morning and I am not going to the luncheon. They have an endowed faculty chair which is a pretty big deal, and I am curious who that will be, but I would rather be alone in my office.
Actually, I just saw a post the other day that said ( Read more... ) -
Help
Ugh
Im so happy i have a minute to lay down. Barrett is asleep. Veronica has been playing or watching nicely. She let me lay down. Im so tired. Barrett was up in the night again. Its so rare to sleep all night. I probably could sleep now but im so anxious about him waking up from his nap or Veronica needing me and waking me up that i cant sleep. I ( Read more... ) -
New oven day
Yeah so our oven broke. What can you do. It was 16 years old. Doug wanted to fix it (sensible) but i was like...this is so old. We wont be able to. So we look at new ovens and i feel like he was a little annoyed at me that i wanted to go new. Like he kind of said "well we'll just do what you want." ...fuckin... okay. So i took my time to call a ( Read more... ) -
Feeling like shit
Hey. I feel like a cold anxious lonely piece of shit. I cant figure out what i want. Im here alone. Doug is playing vidya which is fine. Part of me wishes he would come talk to me. Another part doesnt want anyone to touch me or talk to me. I had a bad anxiety attack late in the afternoon. I have had the kids all day and i trekked them around. Both ( Read more... ) -
Just reflecting for a minute
Phew it's been busy!
I got my first bill for NC State. *Screams* Yeah it's pretty expensive. I am stressing about it in some ways. In others, I am calm. It's weird to be stressed and calm about something. I have plans to be able to pay for it by doing extra work and applying for Fafsa. I think it will end up working out for me. I hope. I don't want ( Read more... ) -
I'm still here guyse
Heyy. I'm back at it at work.
I actually got right in and to it this morning for a change. That's because Kim had to come a little later so I didn't have time to fool around. I didn't go to the gym today. Actually I haven't been in a few days because I'm..... SICK! NOOOOOO! Of course. Why. We are leaving in a few days. I'm grateful, though, that I' ( Read more... ) -
Get back to work!
Hey. I'm at work. I don't feel much like starting yet, though. I have some random stuff to get sorted and to work things out of the tangle in my brain before I can really do anything.
We had a little party at our house for the girl scouts on Saturday. I had some pretty bad anxiety attacks Thursday and that Saturday. I don't know what exactly ( Read more... ) -
Just checking in
Hi. So it's been a little while. I don't have a lot of time before I have to get home. I'm sure there's a lot that I would like to write. I did my 5k. My time for the 5k was 29'05. That's pretty awesome. I was just hoping to do it under 30, which meant my pace per mile was pretty well under 10 minutes. I am new and not fast yet.
I am excited for ( Read more... ) -
Just a Thursday
So I'm here at work. I set up the first week for my summer Moodle class... There are a few things I will add in there, but it is essentially done for week 1. Which is next week. Do you think anyone has confirmed that I am teaching this course which starts on Monday of next week? Yes? You think so? Because that makes professional sense? Yeah, well ( Read more... )