im more than just a little pissed off at myself right now. all week all i could think about was going out saturday night and cutting up, thats all i wanted to do. instead i woke up at 1:30 am and was pissed at myself, i slept all fucking day and night. now i wont be able to go out until thursday, which isnt horrible, it will be 80's night but i am ( Read more... )

Yeah, it hasn’t been so fun lately though I say it’s been great. I say I like it, and I don’t. I feel like a failure. I feel like life is hard, and I am down and out but really people see me as being on the top of my game. I wanted to cry when I got off of work last night. I don’t feel like I am going to get the hang of it. My preceptor is a bitch ( Read more... )

Now, maybe I'll call or write you a letter.

Now, maybe we'll see on the Fourth of July.

But I'm not too sure, and I'm not too proud.

Well, I'm not too sure and I'm not too proud to say.

Aha, it was good living with you.

Aha, it was good.

I can’t get the words to my mouth when I speak to him. I feel stupid, shallow, without any importance, and ( Read more... )

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So I have a hateful Anonymous LJer. What the heck is you problem person? Why do you feel the need to leave nasty, hateful comments all the time? Who pissed in your cornflakes? This is my journal, stop polluting it with your bullshit! If you feel the need to read about my "stupid," "shallow" life then what the heck do you have so wonderful and ( Read more... )

The craziness never ends. Racheal almost got kidnapped this morning in her neighborhood. Honest to god kidnapped. The world just isn't safe ( Read more... )

Joe called me last night. I couldn't sleep afterwards. Why does it still hurt? Karma sucks. When I talked to him it seemed pretty normal until he mentioned Brittany, then my heart sunk to the very bottom of my stomach and I became nauseated. I say karma sucks because it seems like he justifies his actions because I started dating Jared while him ( Read more... )

I don't know what I would do if anything happened to my little todd cat. He has started going outside through the dog door and that leads to a whole world of trouble. What does he do while he's outside? I wonder if he will know his way back, if he knows not to go play in the road. It really worries me, I don't want anything to happen to him ( Read more... )

LAST NIGHT BLEW.

Joe ended it and he ended it for some girl he met on that facebook.com thingy. SO, yeah. I got dumped for a girl he hardly knows from the net. My life sucks, and I hate men. I really think this is going to fuck with my head for a while. I haven't felt as shitty as I felt last night in a very, well wait I've never felt that shitty ( Read more... )

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