I guess this black dark bottomless pit I fell in just keeps on getting more bottomless than ever - if that is even possible. I guess today was just one of those days when things just keep hitting you, punching you, kicking you, without you a chance of fighting back - because all the blows were so fast, there is no opening for retaliation, or you're ( Read more... )

 Putangina.

Hindi ko na kaya nakikita ang tatay ko na humihinga pero hindi na nabubuhay.

Ano gagawin ko?

 seeing you awhile ago, frantic over what is happening, unfamiliar with reality, hurts. let me clear things for you, dad. You're are in the hospital, you're very sick with cancer, you haven't been eating for days, you can't speak, you're close to having a coma, and I don't know what to do.

for the past few days, the only clear things i've heard from ( Read more... )

 I love balloons.

I have always wondered why.

Maybe it's their color, the fact that it looks like a giant colorful bubble that is relatively less inclined to pop.

But, just now, just right now, I'm considering another reason as to why i really really like balloons ---- balloons can fly, they can escape.

Thats exactly what I want and need right ( Read more... )

i always thought it was inevitable that someone who was immortal in my eyes could actually pass away.

3 summers ago, I was invited to the "Return to the Vaugirard." It was a Lasallian community activity held in DLS-Iligan. It was held every year. When Bro. Ceci knew that I was going, he excitedly talked to me alone and told me losts of stories, not ( Read more... )

 your heart is a backstabber.

from 80:20 to 90:10 and back to 50:50 :(

ewan ko na

 it's funny how robinson' place can be such a mall of different cultures. Here I am, sitting alone in starbucks at 8:54am (because my class starts at 1 and there's no schedule for NSTP yet), researching about the vital statistics of the earth (to which it's equatorial diameter is 12,756 km), and eating my whole wheat croissant, while there's a ( Read more... )

 i watched high school musical with mark and his siblings the other day, and i made three realizations:

1st, troy bolton solos, in my opinion, suck. I even came to the conclusion that when the room was spinning during his solo, it was a symbolism of him taking drugs. haha.

2nd, no matter how much mark denies it, he loved the movie.

3rd,... i ( Read more... )

    I can't say that I hate college. Maybe I just needed some getting used to it and to actually be open about it. I started out with having no friends, getting failing marks, and having tons of problems, but I ended up with ice cream sessions with some of my block, progressive grades (1.00 ako sa philo finals na orals heehee), and --- well, madami ( Read more... )