Went to the dentist today. He did everything without numbing me, supposedly so he could tell whether what he did helped me or not. Fuck that! He better numb that shit next time. But anyway...he gave me some more Tylenol 3, which is helping. Penicillin, which I don't know if its helping or not ( Read more... )

So...I thought for once I would be happy. I was supposed to call ass-hole (aj) today, but I chickened out. So I did it my way and texted him first, told him I was going to call him and if he didn't want me to just to tell me. So an hour goes by...no response, so I'm preparing myself to call him at 10:00 and all of a sudden I get a message "Dont ( Read more... )

Well...I've decided to actually try to get some of my confidence back. I just started my "diet" today, that isn't really a diet, but no soda, no fast food...exercise. I've decided to better myself so I can find something better FOR myself. I've had a lot of support from an old friend, Joe...I think I have support from more people than I realized ( Read more... )

I love you. There's not much more to say. I can't tell you this because even when I do, you don't respond so it feels like I never said it to begin with. I could call you like everyone keeps urging me to do...but what will that do? It's a very slim chance that anything beneficial will come of it. I think he'll either have a girlfriend or tell ( Read more... )

My tooth is hurting. As you can see, it is 5:30 in the morning which means the tooth pain has once again awoken me from what I thought to be a very peaceful slumber. But I was wrong, as I have been the past 3 nights. This pain is not just a little pain, it is a throbbing pain that runs from the tooth into the middle of my ear and into the nerve ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while so I figured I would just ramble on about stuff. So I really miss Zara, kinda like a part of me is missing. I'm slowly getting used to her being gone...which is something I didn't think I'd have to do for a really long time. I got her ashes back which kind of made me feel better...like...she's home. We haven't buried ( Read more... )

Zara had to be put to sleep. For any of you who don't know who Zara is: she was not just a ferret but she was also like a child and my best friend. If you think I'm a loser, I don't care. I loved her and she is greatly missed.

The bad thing about people coming on to my journal and saying nasty things thinking they are remaining anonymous is that I can see their IP address. Now I'm pretty sure I know who the fuck hole who commented on my journal is, but I will find out either way ( Read more... )

Blah...life stinks and all that crap. So there could be something significant happening to me, which I don't know whether it is good or bad ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. I feel like everyone is mad at me. So Dreama is back with her baby's father...which means that she hasn't called,texted, or IMed. So I texted her and told her I kind of expected it. I don't know whether she got mad or not but she hasn't answered her phone, called me or texted me back or ANYTHING. So I don't know whats going ( Read more... )