Senseless ramblings
Haven't updated in a while so I figured I would just ramble on about stuff. So I really miss Zara, kinda like a part of me is missing. I'm slowly getting used to her being gone...which is something I didn't think I'd have to do for a really long time. I got her ashes back which kind of made me feel better...like...she's home. We haven't buried them yet though...I'm sort of scared to. It is almost like I don't want to let go.
I got a new ferret, which WAS NOT to replace Zara but only to distract me. I felt horrible getting her because I almost felt like I was betraying Zara. But I don't think Zara would want me to mope around like I did for the first couple of days...forever. Her name is Charlotte May. May is for Zara because Zara was born and died in May. Kind of a memorial to her.
I started talking to an old friend again. I thought he was the one that wrote on my journal...but the more I talk to him the more I think it could be someone else. I hope its someone else. I never wanted to be his enemy.
Thats all for now...nothing else new to report.
I got a new ferret, which WAS NOT to replace Zara but only to distract me. I felt horrible getting her because I almost felt like I was betraying Zara. But I don't think Zara would want me to mope around like I did for the first couple of days...forever. Her name is Charlotte May. May is for Zara because Zara was born and died in May. Kind of a memorial to her.
I started talking to an old friend again. I thought he was the one that wrote on my journal...but the more I talk to him the more I think it could be someone else. I hope its someone else. I never wanted to be his enemy.
Thats all for now...nothing else new to report.