So yeah...I haven't been on this thing in YEEEEEEEEEEEEARS!  Last I wrote, I had just met John.  John is now my husband...married August 28, 2006.  This was two months before my second daughter was born, October Lynae....a beautiful little 2 1/2 year old.  A  year later Madden Zane Osco, our son came into the world....and here we are almost 2 years ( Read more... )

Well I'm in love again. I've been with John since September, officially since November. He makes me so happy....surprisingly. Not because of him, but because I never thought I could be happy again. He lives with me...along with a kitty we adopted named Juliet. She's BEAUTIFUL! As is our love. I'm such a dork, I know. He's not my typical guy ( Read more... )

I know I'm pathetic, but I miss him again. I decided to go through my old CDs and listen to them. And then I remember why I stopped to listening to them to begin with. They make me think about every single thing we ever did together, because they are from when we were first together ( Read more... )

If you said yes to the subject line, be prepared for a long story ( Read more... )

So...as my subject states, I am sad again. Lately, I've been thinking that I want to be promiscuous, but I can't bring myself to do it. I want just to be free with myself and have sex with any moving thing. Ok, thats going a bit too far, I just wanted to be able to have fun with someone and not have to worry about whether he calls me or texts me ( Read more... )

Well fuckin' shit, I'm crazy again. It's nice to be back to how I was. Just so you know, the reason that I am crazy once again is because I hate being led on. AND if you LEAD me on, I get mad. Well fuck you if you do. I am not crazy, I just don't like being lied to ( Read more... )

I was cancelled on three times today and now I'm sitting here in my room, by myself CRYING like a fucking pansy. I don't understand. I've been trying so hard to look better, to get peoples' attention and it doesn't even matter. I am gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. That's all there is to it. I'm starting to really think that its ( Read more... )

Too giddy to sleep. 1:45 in the am...and I don't foresee sleep anytime soon. If you know me, you know why.

I'm eleventeen. Thats all I have to say.

Well, so far I've lost 6 and a half pounds. It may not seem like much to you, but to me its great! That just proves to me that I can do it! That even though I'm not trying too incredibly hard, I can lose the weight. Now I know if I try, I will be able to see results. I can't wait to tell Joe and Rob! Its gonna be great ( Read more... )