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If you had one mission in life. Just one. How would you conduct yourself differently.
It's weird to think how we fight for survival. Kill or be killed when ultimately we will be killed either way.
I miss him every day of my life.
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cant sleep
keep dreaming about him. them. eduardo and evan. (amittai ( Read more... ) -
Miracles
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What I Miss
i did it. i counted down the days remember? Longest year of my life. but every singe day then week then month i counted down till it was a year. a year since i was with him, since i kissed him, since i watched him walked away, since i spoke to him. yesterday was his birthday and one year since i spoke to evan. i knew how i wanted to leave things. i ( Read more... ) -
btw i now have a blog: http://l-aconfidential.blogspot.com/
This is a story about numbers, about facts and odds; this is a story about black and white figures and the numbers in the columns on your spreadsheet. That’s all it is ( Read more... ) -
DAMNIT
two nights ago i woke up a mess after an intense dream about evan. i had spent the day trying to buy him a birthday gift and realizing how far away form him i felt and then that night i had a dream where he was there. he was a bit older and i was there. he had a girlfriend and i was jealous. i think there was someone with me as well but i was head ( Read more... ) -
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Friday, August 12, 2011 ( Read more... ) -
11 months
you all know what this is right? its a countdown. its that clock on the cover of time magazine. its either insanity or a new life. peace and freedom or panic and descent ( Read more... ) -
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it was winter, i remember not because of the snow or because of the cold but because of the blisters on my hands from chopping wood endlessly for fires. i remember the feel of the axe in my hands and the weight of the wood as i carried it back to the house. nothing else about the winter stuck in my mind. if i were to press myself for details, i ( Read more... ) -
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forgive the lack of a clever narrative this one just needs to get up ( Read more... )