I keep having wierd and random dreams. I think too much into them which results in searching for this:

To dream that you break something, indicates that changes are ahead for you. You want to change the direction that your life is headed. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to take things slower.

To dream that someone else is driving you, ( Read more... )

i'm tired of:

being the only one to make any effort in friendships
"friends"
school
being tired all the time
being sick
rapid weather changes
my best friend living in florida
being in high school
stupid people
not having any friends
being mean to people
not having a job or money
not knowing what i want to do
whining all the time

distance makes the heart grow fonder. that's for sure.

geoffrey and i had a rough time for about two weeks. and we decided it would be best if we just took some time for ourselves. those were probably the hardest five days i have had in the longest time. i am so thankful that we worked everything out. our relationship is so much stronger now. i feel like this is it. i don't know what i would do without ( Read more... )

i feel like i need more alone time with God. i love being able to sit down and just read my bible. i know it's horrible to say, but i feel like i am too busy for that. i need to work on that so much. He's always there for me, and i need to stop taking that for granted. i get distracted so easily, and that's my main problem. i think. that's one of ( Read more... )

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this is to a great year.
i'm ready, 2007.

i love and hate this time of the year both the same. everyone, including myself, always seems to forget the real 'reason for the season'. but spending time with my family is always so much fun. we spent endless hours playing catch phrase in my living room with ten or more people at a time. the gifts this year were small but i loved them just the ( Read more... )

i'm starting to realize that i analyze things way too much. i'm really happy. the happiest i've been in awhile, i guess. i wish certain people would be happy for me though. i can never seem to make everyone happy.

my birthday is on sunday.
i'm so excited!
this weekend will be a lot of fun.
i'm really looking forward to it.

i have so much to look forward to these days, and i love it!