one thing that i hate more than anything else in the whole world is being let down. and it just seems to happen to often. i don't like letting people down, but i seem to do it quite too often, as well.

things are better now. i'm just going to leave it at that. everything is going to be okay ( Read more... )

i hate how things can be so wishy-washy. one day things seem so perfect and the next day i don't even know if i want to have to put up with it anymore. i feel like i'm the only one that cares. i feel like i put all of the effort into everything, and get nothing in return. i feel like it's not even worth it. things used to be so different and i ( Read more... )

oh precious love,
i've never seen you so clearly.

i've never been big on halloween. something about dressing up in the freezing cold just doesn't seem fun to me. and i'm not a big candy eater. i'm not really sure what i'm going to do tomorrow night. maybe watch scary movies with some friends. i feel like carving a pumpkin ( Read more... )

i am very happy with my life. school is a waste of time though. i wish i could just stay at home & teach myself everything. i feel like i waste so much time at school. i hate wasting time ( Read more... )

 i believed you all this time. but now that i think back, a lot of stuff is finally making sense. promises don't mean anything anymore, obviously. everything is broken. everything is ruined. time can only tell the true outcome. i'm trying to look up, but it's just so hard. i want true love. i want forever.

next year can't seem to come quick enough. i'm so ready to be on my own and be able to do whatever the hell i want to do. i have some of the best friends in the world, though. that's for sure. i think they're the only thing keeping me going. i just wish i wasn't treated like such a five year old. i'm ready to be on my own. for real. i can't even ( Read more... )

i got a job at american eagle at the mall of georgia. i'm excited to finally have money again. i leave for florida in thirteen days. it will be so good to finally get away from everything. i had to go to the school yesturday to get my work permit and it made me realize how much i truely dread that place. next year will be so good because i'll get ( Read more... )

summer is finally here and i love it. hang out with me!