i decided to start over.

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there is really only one person that i can trust these days. that's sad considering i haven't known her for a long time. but i know that nothing i say to her will ever come out of her mouth. unlike almost everyone else. if i say one thing to someone it somehow finds it way for other people to hear. i know i have had a hard time with keeping my ( Read more... )

i biked five or so miles with my mom this morning. i really enjoyed it. i have become content with the way my life is. i have realized that YOU are going to continue to let me down and i just have to be okay with that. i also realized that school is going to start right after i move out, but that doesn't really change my opinion of wanting to move ( Read more... )

i was only fooling myself. this is stupid.

oh yeah, & my life is a joke. in case you were wondering.

i really have to let you go. and i am. it's going to be a lot easier than i think. we always talk about being each others best friend and i think i can do that this time. you do know me better than anyone else, after all. i'm happy for you, really, i am.

i need something to take my mind off everything.

thirty one days.

i think i'm okay. i'm going to be at least. i've realized that i have some pretty wonderful friends and that's really all i should be worried about right now. i'm fine by myself. i shouldn't need someone else to make me happy ( Read more... )

"hope is a good thing to have."

thank you.
THANK YOU.

for real. i am the most pathetic person ever.

i think i know someone that could make me happy.

there's no way that you're happy. it's all just pretend.