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i love and hate this time of the year both the same. everyone, including myself, always seems to forget the real 'reason for the season'. but spending time with my family is always so much fun. we spent endless hours playing catch phrase in my living room with ten or more people at a time. the gifts this year were small but i loved them just the same. i got pretty much everything i asked for. i'm excited for new years eve!
i feel like i'm losing a couple of people that mean so much to me and used to be such a huge part of my life. it's hard having my best friends living hundreds of miles away. especially when we all have our own lives to live in our own cities. i called for Christmas, but recieved no answer. and no call back. and for some reason that hurt me more than anyone could imagine. i guess i still have something to look forward to in less than two years. if that is even still a possible thought in her mind. i love you no matter what, and i really hope you know that.
i feel like i'm losing a couple of people that mean so much to me and used to be such a huge part of my life. it's hard having my best friends living hundreds of miles away. especially when we all have our own lives to live in our own cities. i called for Christmas, but recieved no answer. and no call back. and for some reason that hurt me more than anyone could imagine. i guess i still have something to look forward to in less than two years. if that is even still a possible thought in her mind. i love you no matter what, and i really hope you know that.