Hey there, It's been a long time since i put in a journal. I figured i would finally update. I've had a lot happen since the last time. Let's start as far back as i can recall. About 5 months ago i was going through some pretty rough times. My grandpa has been all depressed for the last couple years and he doesn't seem to understand that people die ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting up here in the ssc again....My great aunt pauline is on her last leg and she lives all the way down in tennessee....so my usual ride to school (my grandpa)...decided to visit her one last time in case something happens and she won't be around....so for this week i had richard take me to school...only problem with that is that he ( Read more... )

so ya. I finished my midterms last week. Now onto the rest of the semester. Not too shabby i got 3 b's and probably an A in ethics class. but ya i know i could do better but i'm satisfied with myself. So Ya, for halloween i just kicked back until out of the semi-blue kelly wants to know where axeman's bridge is. So i tag along with her and her two ( Read more... )

hey there everyone. So i've started to update this again. not like it's anything super grand, but ya, i was hoping to see who still reads these things i write and see if i should bother keeping this going or just turn it private. so ya i'm asking all my maybe readers that if you do check this thing out. send me a comment if i should continue or not ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here in the SSC at PSC...man this stinx...why did i have to wait til the last minute to do my ethics papers...now i have like five due tomorrow....outch....then i got a 7 minute speech on thursday which i still have to do research for.....i have a wedding this weekend...oh man are there conflicting things about that but thats for ( Read more... )

so i spent this weekend visiting dan...it was pretty cool....kinda lame....everybody pretty much went home so we had to come up with stuff to do...i modified dan's limewire....he had it set on modem for his connection....so now he downloads like 20X faster...he's like...i love you...uh...met this chick named Lauren...one of his friends...she was ( Read more... )

so i have been keeping on...many things have happened since my last write......i had close to no life and worked in a factory for half a year....BORING....uh....kelly now officially has turned her heart cold to me.....always and forever my ass....just shows how apathetic her heart really is sometimes.....but ya....uh....speaking of apathy...man... ( Read more... )

i rise like a pheonix...from the ashes.....reborn....instilled with the memories or my very death....here to live on and bear the burdens and scars i strive for to further dull the echoes in my mind ( Read more... )

darkness has consumed my very heart....i cant even feel anymore......i wanna stop it..but just cant..it seems so inviting...so intriguing compared to what lies behind......who knows what'll happen..but better of not telling anyone...

hey there...well i'm now in my dorm..it is really cool and all of the other things your thinking it could be...i have a cool roommate who is very laid back...i have easy classes ..well for me they're easy..the view from my room kicks ass...believe me it is awesome...but ya...for all the good thats happening there even more bad crap happening..i ( Read more... )