hey there people
hey there...well i'm now in my dorm..it is really cool and all of the other things your thinking it could be...i have a cool roommate who is very laid back...i have easy classes ..well for me they're easy..the view from my room kicks ass...believe me it is awesome...but ya...for all the good thats happening there even more bad crap happening..i mean...the person i believe to be my better half is pretty much to the point of not even wanting to be around me....all i do is hurt her and she doesnt deserve that...i'll just go crawl in a hole and be soulless for a while...its for the best....it's not like it will affect anyone i'll still be the same on the outside....but ya....back to the situation...they give me a meal plan where i get one dinner every week night...its fricking huge peeps....i get to fill up a huge plate and a smaller one with as much as i want as long as it's on those two plates..and i get a liter cup of my choice of drink.....so ya..that rox....then they also gave me this thing called flex dollars...where basically they have fast food places and little cafe's everywhere..i'm given 28 bux a week to spend how i feel with them..so like if i'm hungry at midnight i can just go down to the atrium and pick up some late night grub....thats cool....i live a block from giordano's thats cool...and i also got myself a gamecube...i've been playing the nuts out of tales of symphonia..but i'm starting to need a break from it...i just dont ahve any other games right now..i'm on the second disc..finally after like 40 hours of gameplay straight..i am such a gamer when it comes to rpg's..well..when i get a hold of them..well ya....i guess its back to the 17 year old chris...a cool cat with an empty shell...it will always torment me and stuff along that sort...and it might spew into a couple entries on here..but from now on...you might think i'm ok..but trust me...i'll never let ya know whats really going on..that goes for everyone...i didnt think it possible..but that black box...has now gotten forever sealed..jsut cuz i cant take anymore hurt...so..farewell......