figured it was time for an entry
Hey there, It's been a long time since i put in a journal. I figured i would finally update. I've had a lot happen since the last time. Let's start as far back as i can recall. About 5 months ago i was going through some pretty rough times. My grandpa has been all depressed for the last couple years and he doesn't seem to understand that people die. My grandma passed and i could see him being upset for quite a while, but i know my grandma too. She wouldn't want him moping so much. My grandfather is a very beautiful person and i don't like seeing him like that. Now he's moved into a nursing home. That way he can have more people to talk to and it's harder to get lonely. Well enough of that subject. Now there is the fact of my dad. Same as usual. Except that he is getting married to this shrew of a lady named Sue. I Can understand how she ended up that way. She's like 40 something and never had kids or ever married. I don't she has a gift for empathy at all and especially with dealing with kids. She's alright though, she just makes my life kinda crappy sometimes with her strict no shift policies. My brother is graduating pretty soon. Thats gonna be weird. I can finally prove that my dad is too hard on me and let's him off easy. Cuz all the stuff he throws in my face will now apply to my brother...let's see if he gets on his case too. Um let's see ....hmmm.... Girl wise. I've had some crushes in this last year but nothing serious. We all know about that mess of a thing with Jesse last summer. After that. One empty road after another. It's kinda awkward but probably the one i crushed on the most these last couple months is sitting right next to me so i'm gonna try not to let her see what i'm reading. Go backpack placement. Ha. Well either way. Lately it pretty much she wasn't interested i kept trying and got ignored. Well nothing serious since then. Either way um. I'm in my second semester at PSC. it's pretty ease. My chem professor is crazy and stupid in my oppinion. well ya...thats enough for now. comment if ya feel like it