sometimes you just have to get ahead of yourself

like when things just expand and expand and expand

in your head like a big bang explosion or a black hole
folding in on itself;

a complex and intricate web of silken, frail, fears..

of 'negative messaging'

sometimes you just have to get ahead of yourself

and say
fuck it'

it's gonna be
okay.

i think i'm allergic to you
see how my body

swells and protrudes

in tiny bumps
that drive me insane

i try to
itch
you out of my system--

a toxic reaction
everywhere you once kissed.

there's too much over-consumption with music these days; things have become so accessible that you can suddenly have 10 new albums at your fingertips in an instant, and our A.D.D generation skips between them rapidly, with the modern youth trend of knowing lots of music but not in any degree of detail or with any significant passion ( Read more... )

watched most of pasolini's mama roma last night.

afterwards, i started reading about some of his films online, especially salo: (120 days of sodom), and got to thinking. hasn't anyone drawn a parallel between salo and the work of the viennese actionists? they seem to be reacting to the same themes (facism, capitalism, commercialism) in almost ( Read more... )

i think i figured out what radiohead is. it's surreal. they are very surreal, they take raw emotions and translate them lyrically into (characteristically male) abstractions of emotion, and embed them into surreal, straying melodies. it's the need to stray from the raw emotion that i don't like. it's an elaboration that creates distance. (yet ( Read more... )

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"What he was doing, he was giving her a feel under the table, and at the same time telling her all about some guy in his dorm that had eaten a whole bottle of aspirin and nearly committed suicide. His date kept saying to him, 'How horrible...Don't, darling. Please, don't. Not here.' Imagine giving somebody a feel and telling them about a guy ( Read more... )

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