Alright so seths party was tight...had a lot of fun....smoked on the balcony hahah and didnt give lydia any yes!!!!! well there were a lot of people there includin chance :) aww....well anyways sonia went and that was alright she kinda left early i was pissed....seths friends were like sooo into themselves they didnt give much time to the other ( Read more... )

I am Derek Needham. I have very little real friends. I am addicted to cigarettes. I am psycholoically addicted to weed. It is the only thing that makes me feel worth anything just because i cant think well when i am on it. I have no girlfriend, but there are girls i like.....but i cant say the same for them liking me. I like listening to sad music ( Read more... )

Well what the fuck....sorry to bitch again about my life......it really fucking sucks when all these people tell me about me being such a great guy and how that i will susposidly find someone for me and such. Well why is it when i talk to my parents and theres any idea or words of love they get all weird and act like its all weird for them. I am ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!! why do i always far for the girls i can never have. I guess because i cant have them i want them more. Why do i do this to myself all the time and think about the good times i will have with them. I guess i am just a weirdo, but i cant explain my feelings. I feel as though people find me annoying or i talk to much....i dunno maybe i do, ( Read more... )

Well its hard to talk now, and i know i bitch a lot. I just wanted something i wanted to have, and it seems like i cant even have that. Maybe everyone was correct when they told me not to talk to roxie again....but i still went in. She may never know how i feel about her or the image of her if shes not even real. Now she has a bf and i havent seen ( Read more... )

Well i finally got my comp back...and now its all rebooted and good stuff, but anyways i havent really written on this and im trying to stay away from myspace so i would post something up in here. Its the new years and well i had to celebrate the new year correctly.....but drinking myself a little too tipsy!! :). I had about 9 shots of Patron ( Read more... )

Well to be honest i wasnt going to write in this, but i saw pauls page and added him and i have free time so fuck you! But anyways i got pauls and schatzis gifts to them...i need to give out the rest....(when i get them :)) anyways King Kong was awesome last night and i just remembered it kinda because theres a story about gay people in china and ( Read more... )

Well i guess now after close to 2 years of talking to Roxie i think its done with. I think this because i want to go see her and she doesnt seem to thrilled to wanna even deal with me. She said she might pick up my calls, so i am guessing she found someone new and now my life is changed forever because i know i will never have her. I dont know all ( Read more... )

Well yesturday was the day of Desmonds big party. It was pretty chill, because all there was, was cigarettes and music and people. However the brew situation wasnt looking that well because only a few people had brought some because they the rest of people got fucked up before. I knew me and maximus should have gotten some in BP and drove it over, ( Read more... )

well it was pretty fun at jills. I talked to people to get to know them more. Hung out with becca jill steph paul scarlett ya know the good people. Then fran came and that was tight. We all decided to drink some applejuice too when jill told us not to so i had to just take the blame for it later on which wasnt bad because we were all responsiable ( Read more... )