I don't understand you sometimes. You talk about being single and waiting for that right person who will be there for you and be everything you want them to be. I wish you could see that I try to be all of that for you hoping that you will see my efforts and give me a shot at being a partner even if we live apart. I know you don't want a poly ( Read more... )

What is happening between us? We broke up over two months ago and you act like we were never a couple. You say you want to be friends but you don't act like you are my friend. You barely talk to me and the interactions we do have are short. I feel less like a friend and more like an equantence, just someone you know but don't really want to be ( Read more... )

How quickly things change. You used to talk to me with love and effection and now you can barely stand to be around me for any length of time. Your words are harsh your posture standoffish. You only speak to me when it's something pertinent to the household. You say you want to be remain friends but your behavior says otherwise. I feel more like a ( Read more... )

I had a dream about you this morning. In it I was sitting on the couch with Magen and you were in the kitchen. I looked up from my phone or the computer after checking my balance on the credit card and told you I had the money to go on the Bermuda trip. You got up from the table and muttered something about the money and went to the bedroom. I wasn ( Read more... )

You said you loved me ( Read more... )

You have been here before in my shoes. Have felt how I feel, have tried to reach out and got nothing back. Have begged and pleaded for the one you love to stay and work on things with you only to have it thrown in your face when they choose to be with another person. You above all people should know what that feels like what it does to a person ( Read more... )

What do you think about in the dark of the night when its quiet and souls of the damned walk the night? Is your mind filled with thoughts of me or of another? You say you love me, you say you want to be with me and to build a life with me but your actions don't match your words. Instead your heart and mind are filled with the thoughts and dreams of ( Read more... )

For whatever reason I have been regulated to the class of roommate/friend in the eyes of my partner (not her words but mine) as this is the only way to describe how she treats me. The only time she provides any sense of comfort or interest is at the request of her other partner. This type of effection is not good because its forced and not very ( Read more... )

How can you be partnered with someone and still manage to feel so alone? I thought a partner was supposed to support, encourage, be there for you when you needed them, love you, care about you and your well being, want to do things with you, show you affection, and be in active participant in the relationship. Instead I feel ignored, unloved, ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want blow my fucking brains out. Leave this world behind and all the pain, heartache amd rejection associated with it by those whom I love. I have been hurt more times than I can count by the women in my life that at times its unbearable. My girlfriend won't be intimate with me. The person I want to be intimate with to compensate ( Read more... )