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Sometimes I just want blow my fucking brains out. Leave this world behind and all the pain, heartache amd rejection associated with it by those whom I love. I have been hurt more times than I can count by the women in my life that at times its unbearable. My girlfriend won't be intimate with me. The person I want to be intimate with to compensate for the lack of intimacy with my partner won't have me. No matter what I do no one ever seems to want me, to be intimate with me, to show me the love I crave. It fucking sucks and I hate it. I fucking hate this life and the pain I continue to feel.