Oh where to do I start this thing off........

*I"m still with my wonderful bf Ryan

It's almost been a year

I love him

He makes me smile by three little words

and those words are

"I Love You"

Everytime he kisses me I get butterflies in my tummy

I smile when I see it's him calling me

I kiss my ( Read more... )

What do you do when the person you thought was the strongest in the world......turns out to be weak??

He's my father and I love him with all my heart. I don't know what I'd do if I lost him. He's always been there even when he couldn't, he tried. I should of gone to see him in the hospital but I didn't.......I was selfish.........But I swear from ( Read more... )

For Ryan

Babe, being your arms feels so good. I feel safe. Feeling your kisses feels so sweet. I feel loved. Hearing you say "I love you" makes my heart overfilled with joy. I love you so much. Everytime I'm not with you...I begin to miss you. I need you Ryan. I never knew I could love someone so much but I do. Your my anti-drug. That think I need ( Read more... )

Things aren't really that great right now. I only hope they get better. Sorry this isn't much of a Journal entry.

::"No matter what I wont shed another tear. No matter what I'll be here for you. No matter what........................I love you. I don't care what they say........I'll never let you go. I'll keep my tears from falling. Try my best to ( Read more... )

Well let's see........Me and Ryan are GREAT. STILL TOGETHER. Chris know that I will always be here for you. No matter what time at night it is. Well the last couple of days have been a blast. I've really had fun hanging out with Ryan and Ashley. Man this is turning out to be one great summer. I don't want to go back to school though. Hmmm ( Read more... )

CutlassThunder: dood
CutlassThunder: i couldnt find my pants
CutlassThunder: i kept looking
CutlassThunder: all over the place
CutlassThunder: i went to the restroom
CutlassThunder: and they werent there
CutlassThunder: i went to the laudrey room
CutlassThunder: and still
CutlassThunder: no pants
CutlassThunder: i went to my room
CutlassThunder: to see the ( Read more... )

 ::"When I'm with you I just sit and stare. I do that cause I like to remember every detail about you. Remember the way you smile. The way you laugh and the way you hold me. When your not here or I'm not talkin to you I think about you all the time. "What is he doing" "Is he thinking of me" "Will I see him today?". Always thinking of you. Nothin ( Read more... )

::"When you said "I love you" I thought you meant it. When you said "I'll be here for you" I thought you meant it. When you said "I'll never leave you" I thought you meant it. But I see now that you didn't mean it. All you wanted was that one thing that I never gave up. Well I'm glad I didn't. When I said "I love you" I meant it with all my heart. ( Read more... )

Well Sry I haven't written in a while. Alot of shit has been happening. Most bad but some good. Well On Wednesday I went out with Ashley and the "kidz". It was a good family outing. lmao. Right Ashley? Then later that night Christina went over to Ashley's house and We went swimming. It was pretty cool and fun. Yeah we threw Oreo in the pool. It was ( Read more... )