Jul 23, 2005 02:39
For Ryan
Babe, being your arms feels so good. I feel safe. Feeling your kisses feels so sweet. I feel loved. Hearing you say "I love you" makes my heart overfilled with joy. I love you so much. Everytime I'm not with you...I begin to miss you. I need you Ryan. I never knew I could love someone so much but I do. Your my anti-drug. That think I need. I love you Ryan. I miss you. I need you. I can't wait to be in your arms again Ry. I can't wait till we can go to sleep without saying "Goodbye". When I can sleep with you in your arms. Where I can feel safe and loved whlie I'm sleeping. Ryan...I love you. I love seeing you play with the little kids cause it shows me that you'll make a great dad. Babe I love you and I don't care who knows it.
Aww now isn't that just sweet? lol. Well My life is pretty great right now. Some minor problems but hey.....Nothin I can't handle. Well alot has happened since I last wrote in my journal. But everything is just doing great. I've had alot of fun hangin out with Ryan. It's been great. I just don't want summer to end. Yup well Journal I'll write later. Oh yeah and just so ya'll know.....My BIRTHDAY is COMIN UP SOON.....August 6th.
Peace out plays pimps
Stephy PaPaDoPoLiS