Jun 22, 2005 23:43
::"When I'm with you I just sit and stare. I do that cause I like to remember every detail about you. Remember the way you smile. The way you laugh and the way you hold me. When your not here or I'm not talkin to you I think about you all the time. "What is he doing" "Is he thinking of me" "Will I see him today?". Always thinking of you. Nothin takes my mind off of you. I could be with Orlando Bloom and I will still think of you. I could be with any guy and I'll still think of you. Think of your smile. The kisses we shared. I just want you to hold me. It's where I feel like I belong. In your arms there's a feeling that I can't describe. Just thinking about you and the kisses we share gives me this weird feeling in my stomach. Not a bad feeling a good one. I still get butterflies when I see you drive up. We've beem together like what almost 6 months....and I still get those feelings. Your my addiction. That one special thing I need. The thing that makes me feel a whole lot better. The sun shines brighter, the flowers smell sweeter, I smile a lil more knowing I'm lucky to have found you. Wow I didn't know it was possible for me to smile just by hearing your voice. Your everything to me. Ryan........I love you. I'm in love with you. Hold me in your arms. Give me some sweet kisses."::
Aww well as you can probably see I didn't see Ryan today. Nope tonight but maybe tomorrow. We are going to the movies on Friday. Yeah it should be cool. Today I rented "Hitch" and "Shaun of the Dead". Hitch was pretty funny and Shaun of the Dead was just stupid. I mean it had some good parts but it like took forever. Yeah well I am goin to go cause Ariel is like forcing me off the computer. So I'll write tomorrow.
Peace out Playa Pimps.....
Stephanie PaPaDoPoLiS.