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alone...
so again i wonder ( Read more... ) -
hate?
I am hated
That is not debated,
but that is not the point
I am the supporter with
rooms and board,
and you know that is that.
pains no game,
but i'm am to blame.
There is no vendor,
she is my tender
but my hearts choice and my voice.
she left me one,
she left me twice
our love is that of feeble mice,
a toss of hand and
a roll of dice.
she is my love,
she ( Read more... ) -
MeH...
love, a fickle friend that never ends ( Read more... ) -
my mind....
so they want to scrub me out, they've already draged my name through the mudd. but it really dosent matter though cause i have the love of a wonderful,supportive,caring,and who loves me as much as i love her.im happy and ididnt have to take any drugs to get here, and u know its a new knid of high that i dont deserve. that shows me that anything is ( Read more... ) -
I LOVE PARADOXX
Ever since paradoxx has cut off communication to me ive felt like my body is an empty shell in the world waiting to be crushed theres nothing i can do about it and it hurts. I asked her to choose between me and kitty i dont care who she chooses i wanted her to be true to her heart.Now i feel like a stupid asshole for doing it theres nothing i ( Read more... ) -
still around
freaing out though the fields of insanity running though the streets of emptyness. Sill here or maby I'm nowhere or possibly i just dont care. -
creepy
things crawling under my skin. No just kidding I have sothing on my mind but it doset matter i knoe my answer, soits a thing of the past. i wnat to go even though i was told no. i cant fight with a girl that i lve so much ,although i have more of future there then here, anyway i dont care anymore thats all something in the past. -
hate
this time, this time im not going to put sad shit in my journal,this time im just going to say that i dont know what love really is or maby i do and nobody loves me back. thats how it seems, the one that i thought loves me dosent seem to know that the only time i was ever truthful about what i put in here was about her, but she just thinks it a way ( Read more... ) -
a broken record
Been around the wold so many times,if u could only see my mind.I'v watched my secert haven turn to hell.faith alone has guided me,the ghost of my own destny i dont even have a soul to sell.I wouldent wish my head on u ... i'm just another loonly broken hero, picking up the shards of my life. Clinical depression, tryed to end it with a smith&wession ( Read more... ) -
smoking with the homies
we dont need a brain , we dont need anything, we just need some homies to smoke with. sitten waiting for pizzia and dealing with kotten mouth, nwo i get ready to pick up my bong and continue with my smoking. i just see things in the flashing blue light. with the music slaming my brains left to right,but the beat is intoxicating.