alone...

[stcobain]

so again i wonder
left alone to ponder
on all the raped feelings of my soul.
the feel of pain has left me plain
and again love takes its toll.
the thoughts of death
go back to my days of meth
and everything it took
now my heart wonders and  thoughts are fonder
of her, my sons
for love has left me so.
she makes me feel that i am rotten
my feelings mean nothing but i'm forgotten
and thus i have offended
and everything's my fault
so take that turn
and one last burn
and now i pay my fees
she left me there with my hearts fare
for there, for there
she hasn't spoke
she cut me once and it was nice
but luck has struck and cuts came thrice.
love is good,
but its my vice
and now the love is cold as ice.
now my love vain.
and she is tempting.
her body give me thrills,
but that is that
the only fact is i really miss the chills.
god only knows for her id kill.