the sex is fuckin AMAZING. just a reminder…it'll be worth the wait in a little over a month when I do get to see him and spend time with him. mmm, just thinking about getting it on with him has me excited ;)

All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile ( Read more... )

gahhh two more days of not hearing from Jon. I swear I'm not that crazy about him/psycho…what is wrong with me? I've been going crazy all week, come on, acting so fuckin desperate. Is it really so bad to long intimacy/touch/adornment/affection? Is he the right person to seek it from though…I barely remember how it was with him considering that was ( Read more... )

You and I got somethin
But it's all and then it's nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

here I am about to begin my second week of my internship in WASHINGTON, DC. like whaaaat?! I have to say I am pretty freakin proud of myself though. anyway, before I left I had the Tom and John situations…who knows what to believe anymore. Humanity can be so deceiving and misleading. I HATE liars and cheaters, but here I am feeding that fire. In ( Read more... )

everyday i have different emotions...who can keep track of these circumstances. i'm lost in this world, who knows where i belong...

suchhh a surreal dream. I literally don't know what to think anymore. i'm not going to speak to Joe til I'm back from Greece, that's for sure. I gotta be strong and let myself open up to new feelings and people. People that are good for me and well-deserving. Is that meant to happen for me in another town, state, country? Like how the hell am I ( Read more... )

doesn't everyone deserve a little love? that's all i'm asking.

ugh taking adderall and then ritalin within two days fuckkkked my head up, shit. i literally want to give up and crawl into bed right now. TWO more finals...along with 278362783 things for bud. damn why do i procrastinate?

THINK POSITIVE

I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

this is real. i can feel it. all i know is i can't get you off my mind. doesn't mean much but i also haven't wanted anyone else nearly as bad as i want to be with you, simply lay together, hold hands, look you in the eyes and plant a kiss right on your lips.