Nov 15, 2013 14:19
All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin.
^Atleast I'll try not to let it ruin this. Gahh I want to be home. 33 days. that's really NOT long but damn does it suck. I hate sitting around, not being motivated, not being busy.
I miss Jon but I think i'm being too pushy. We are NOT together, I need to keep that in mind. Jesus, leave the man alone and let him communicate with you when HE wants to. Who knows what he was doing, who knows what you were doing. Leave it. You don't love him, you don't know if a relationship between you two will work and you need to chill out on the whole thing. Damn, relax!