So whats goin on....not really anything exciting here.  just preparing myself for a scheduled life once again.  I am excited about going home but not excited about hanging out with a few certain people that will go nameless for now.  me and paul are happy...i have a headache from the blinking light above my head and i can't turn the lights off b/c ( Read more... )

Pauly is adorable...this past month has been total fun and a new beginning...for real this time...

I find myself fighting with emotions but it seems to becoming easier to let go of my anger and we hang out and giggle and laugh and kiss and just are with each other.  Right now i am not worrying about trusting him as much as i will once he leaves my ( Read more... )

Holla!  It's monday and i'm at work, surprise surprise....i'm starting to get stressed about school...the GRE, my honors project, and GAMMA PHI!!!!  o no!! The balancing act is about to begin again and i have a lot to do in these last few weeks of summer!  I gotta study for the GRE, i am working real hard on getting my honors project ready...i am ( Read more... )

See that goat? He's got devil eyes...or should i say see that shrek?  it IS the devil hahahahaha o how i make myself laugh.  yesterday was the best hump day anyone could ever ask for...even though it wasn't really hump day b/c thursdays are my fridays and i'm outta work at 3:30 o yes how nice it shall be!  But yesterday...paul, ami and mussels ( Read more... )

well i hope we are making progress...i had a long discussion with paul that ended on a bad note but i expected it to...he doesn't want to be confronted about his wrongs and i am unwillingly to let things go for right now.  all weekend she kept calling... she wont go away, i know i am just going to crack one of these days and break up with him.  it ( Read more... )

this is the question i am asking myself over and over and over again.  i need to let go of the past and focus on the present and future.  but it's really not all that easy to let go of the ideas about your b/f talking to another girl and the talking including love comments and how you will be each other's forever...then finding love letters, then ( Read more... )

o the hum drum of work is getting to me...time used to go fast when i had something to do, now even though i have things to do time still seems to be going at a snail's pace.  I have a tiny headache...i have an idea that it might be from not eating as much on account of my "diet".  This diet consists of the special K diet, but if i dont have time ( Read more... )

The sun is shining, soon to storm from the remnants of hurricane dennis.  I am at work with nothing to do except ponder many subjects.  #1 I am finally motivated to work on my honors project.  #2 I think I am falling in love all over #3 I don't want to grow up  #4 The GRE is freakin me out already.  So I'll go down the list and extricate my ( Read more... )

Well I am waiting for the clock to tick down.  I have nothing to do except sit here and avoid reading for my honors project.  I instead decided to print info about grad schools i am interested in and read about them.  I need 3 references...i have them.  i need to test high on the GRE's...o holy shnikees!!  Otherwise i think i'll be ok, it's just ( Read more... )

Well today proved to be interesting enough.  I get to leave work early at 4:30 b/c i attended a 2 hour luncheon for the assistant director of scholarships so i didn't clock out for lunch.  It was a really good free lunch and i got paid to sit for 2 hours and enjoy chatting.  It was for aprogram for smart people on campus in math and science and we ( Read more... )