Deleted authors/journals/stories
Here is a list of (sometimes) frequently searched deleted authors/journals/stories. The list is alphabetical (by authors name) for convenience and broken up into two sections. " Deleted/Purged Journals" and " Deleted stories (authors still active)". I've linked the searches (not all of them), most of the time someone will have the story and is willing to share it in the comments or there is a download link. There are others where the author doesn't want their work shared. If the author changed their names I've listed that too. There are a couple that turned up nothing.
This is an easy 'to go to' list for the comm and will be located in the sidebar, any new posts requesting anything here will be denied.
Let me know if I missed anything or if something should be added, will be updated regularly. Comments are screened.
To search through this for a specific person you can press ctrl+f (cmd+f on Mac) on your keyboard and start typing the authors name and it will pop down to that spot.
Please let me know if any links are broken
★ Author does not want stories shared
★ PDF dowloads available
Authors (or if you know the author) if you don't want your stories shared please let me know.
tentative update: 09/11/15
Deleted/Purged Journals:
1hionlife is hionlife
almostinstinct (lacesforalady)
Full of Grace searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Full of Grace.
akintay/whispered story
★ Author does not want stories shared.
albeitslowly (tru_faith_lost)
Stories are now here
allie_quixotic
Mohorovičić Discontinuity searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Ain't No Sunshine, Animalistic Tendencies, Stumbling Towards Something Real, Through the Motions.
almightyspaz
Searched for here.
ambigiuous_opal
Searched for here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Floodlights, Desperately Close (To a Coffin of Hope).
anasuede
Searched for here.
aquariuskitty19/ Aquariuskitty19 on Ao3
Searched for here and here.
arlad is now alasse
atalantaj
Searched for here.
atorable
Boys Will be Girls, searched for here.
beamin_sunshine
Searched here.
beckalooby
Searched here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Come to You in Pieces, Run Verse, You're the Light in My Stormy Seas.
blackdoggy1 is blackdoggy1 @ fanfiction.net
Searched here.
breea1
Searched for here, here, and here. Also here.
★PDF Dowloads: A Jared's Rules For Dating His Jensen, Just Like This Verse, Cherish.
bubblegumhunny
Searched for here.
build_the_moon
Searched for here.
calamitycrow
Searched here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
cfriskney
Pdf downloads can be found here.
character_bleed
Searched for here. And here. Also here. And here.
cherryscott/thesacredmuse
To Live Deep (And Suck Out all the Marrow of Life) and other works, searched here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
chickenery/yamatai
Searched for here.
claudiamonroe
Searched for here.
clwright2
Searched for here and here. Also here. Goddamn Witches, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Unexpected Gifts, Now and Then, Perfect Mate, In Which Ruby Plays Matchmaker.
corri-kun
Come Home, searched for here.
countrysong/light_up is now historiography
You need to friend the new journal to see the fics.
cricket52579 is now mysticwaters
criminal_savior
All Roads Lead Here, searched for here.
crynintherain
★PDF Dowloads: here or here.
cynicl is now cyn_chronicity
Searched for here and here.
dead-freakydude
Searched for here.
dean_stalker
Searched for here and here.
deannaz
Searched for here
deans1911
The Way the War was Won, searched for here.
debauchedsock
Searched for here.
devilyouwere
Searched for here.
diamondback185
Searched here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, html files zipped here.
All the Powers of the Thrones
Exael
For What it's Worth
Greatest Gift
Into the Lair of the Beast
Junk Food Drabble
Not Dead Yet
Primordial
Right There With You
Sacred Whore
Sing For Absolution
Song Meme
The Bitter Scythe
The World Below
Twist of Fate
Walk in Beauty
dirtywrong
Searched for here.
dontyouwaitup/yourperiphery (winterweathered)
Searched here and here and here. Also here. And here. Tuesdays Gone, searched here. Download here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, Download here.
A Room With You in It
Domestic Bliss and Other Oxymorons
Easy on the Clutch, Exact Change
This November Life
You Move Me
downfall35
Searched for here and here and here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: The Man Who Has Everything, Death Defying Love, I Think I'm in Love.
dreamunfettered
Searched here
★PDF Dowloads: The Wolf Inside.
dying_sacrifice is now fadedsparks
Searched here.
enginestarsgo
Searched for here.
erynnbeth
Searched for here.
esohpe is now sometimesophie
etsumilau
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Defiance.
evdokya
World of Make Believe, searched for here.
explosive_gnome
Searched for here.
farleigh
Searched for here, here and here. Stop the Press, searched for here. J for Just Desserts searched for here, Men in Tights searched here.
★PDF Dowloads: Caitlin.
fatebegins
★PDF Dowloads: Zip file here, list below. Also, Above Us Only Sky and Promise Me Anything, Innocent Fire
And This Too, Shall Pass Away
It Takes One To Know One (I Think You Got It Bad)
Just Give It Time
Silk and Steel
Dreaming Of A World As It Should Be
I'll Be Home For Christmas
It Never Gets Easier
Can You Help Me Remember How To Smile
Breathe Again
Scandalous Verse
Unexpected Verse
Spoiled Rotten Verse
Anything Verse
Best Served Cold
Dark Love + Love In The Dark
You Were Romeo
Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
fhionnuiscetine is
fhionnuisce/
samidha
Searched for here and here.
ficscape
★ Author does not want stories shared.
fiesty_red, fiesty_writes
Deviant Ways and others searched here, here, here, here, here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, download here.
Cross Wired
You Turn the Jaded into New
Spending the Holidays
Rules are Made to be Broken
Deviant Ways,
freakn-out
Searched Here. Stories archived on fic_freaknout. Another story searched here. The Artist, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: The Artist.
glasz_housez
Nightblindness searched here & Go Fish searched here, download in comments.
★PDF Dowloads: Go Fish.
ghostwriter056
Searched for here and here.
gothic_angel86
Searched for here and here.
haruslex/lexhibition is haruslex @ dreamwidth
Searched here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Life (With the Dull Bits Cut Out), How Castiel Got His Groove Back, For Truth, Justice and Led Zeppelin.
hellesofbelles
Searched for here.
hereare_mysins
Searched here. For the Right Reasons, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Meet the Family.
incognito-fic
Searched for here.
incompletework2
Tour Verse, searched for here. Body by Design, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Tour Verse, The Perfect Kind of Happily Ever After, Body by Design.
indigominstrels
★ Author does not want stories shared.
insertcode11
Searched here and here and here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, download here.
A Couch and a Burning Ring of Fire
Altered (because it feels good)
(Be)Longing
By You I See Everything Else
Caged Heat
Candle's Flame (Shine in the Darkness of Everything)
Candy Lips and a Bubblegum Tongue
Consume Me
Courting a Human
Early Arrival
First Days Gone
Hold On Till Dawn
Home for Christmas
In Hindsight
Inside and Out
it is only with the heart that one can see rightly
Kissing Boo Boos
The Labyrinth Between Us
The Lengths I Would Go
Loud and Quiet
Love So Deep I Leave Fingerprints
Rebuilt This Wall Blood and Bone
Sick Day
Smoke and Mirrors
Something Beautiful
This One Thing
Vanilla, No Sprinkles
Voiceless Confessions
What Flying Feels Like
You Blew Me Away
You're The Only One I Need
j2lover4ever
Searched for here.
jadedpen is jadedpen on dreamwidth
Searched for here.
jelloh0530
Dimples, searched for here.
jensenaddicted
Broken Spirits and Dented Lies, searched for here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Broken Spirits and Dented Lies.
justawriter
Searched forAnd here.
★PDF Dowloads: Light.
kamerreon
Searched for here. Holy and Unholy Fires searched for here.
kawachu
Stardust fic, searched for here and here.
kikiriki23
Until Proven Guilty, searched for here.
killkacy/prettify
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: All Your Yellow Brick Roads, Kids in the Riot.
kitten-n-hawk
You Made My House A Home, searched here. Story here
kitty_alex
Searched for here and here. Also here and here. And here. And here and here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
knottysocks
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Son of a Preacher Man, Between Midnight and the Full Moon, and Conversations with a young Beta Older.
kourtneylinn is kourtneylinn2/kourt_nay
Searched here.
krazykipper
You're My Family, searched for here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
ksock has a story on ao3's orphan_account
Searched for here. Another searched for here. Also here and here. Also here. When Preparation Meets Opportunity, searched for here and can be found here.
★PDF Dowloads: Anything Can Be, Post Ergo Propter, Demon in the Tubes.
la_folle_allure
Multiple searches, download in comments here.
★PDF Dowloads: Listed below, download here.
RPS:
Skin
Pass it Around (Part 6 of 10)
A Dirty Clean
American Appeal
Beauty Steals Inward (Parts 1 and 2 minus the Interlude)
Dare To (1 of 10)
Look Past the Sweat
Mr Match
Phoenix With Wet Feathers
Slow Hands
Such Great Heights
The Pugilsts
This Mess We're In
We Learn as We Age
Well, a Person Can Work Up a Mean, Mean Thirst
SPN:
Acting On Initiative
A FIre of Unknow Origin
Agoraphobia
All Paths Lead To
Alpha's Sierra Hotel
Bleed the Freak
Chocolate
Devil Outside the Door
Dissociation 1 of 2 (Sequel to Agoraphobia)
Dirty Pretty Things
Hey Jealousy (Part 3 of Trinty 'verse)
Illumination and Other Things That Go Bump In the Night
Indulge
The Infinite Sadness (Parts 1-4 of 5)
In the Water, I am Beautiful
More Dear Than…
Places You Never Leave
Room and Board
Sin Deep (Part 1 of Trinity Verse)
Sweet Perfection
The Eog's Good Apocalypse
The Razor's Edge
The Apparatus Must Be Unearthed
Time
leonidaslion/leonidasden is now @ archiveofourown leonidaslion.
Seached for here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Listed below, download here.
A Distant Glow of Hellfire
Angel Verse
Catenae Cupiditatis
Coyote Verse
Keeping Count
Like a Virgin
One Going on Eternity and Counting
Phthonus Verse
Running to Stand Still
Sam W and the THNGVB Day
Shake Off the Ashes of Yesterday
Take a Little Comfort Where You can Find It
The Fetters of Fenrir
The Little Spoon
Top This
letsgetstarted
Searched for here and here. Also here.
★PDF Dowloads: Stories without "pdf" are .docx files. Thanks to morgandawn and claricehubert. Zip file is here for download, and single download for If You Go Down to the Woods Today.
A Jensen is Not Just for Xmas - PDF
All Work and No Play Makes Jared a Very Pissed Off Boyfriend
Am I Still Enough
Anymore
Baby it's Hot in Here
Baby Steps - PDF
Bah Humbug
Bendy Jen - PDF
Can't Sleep
Caught in the Act - PDF
Confessions - PDF
Cotton Candy & Goofy Verse (incomplete)
Do They Know What We Did Last Night
Eggnog
First Class is the Only Way to Fly
For Your Entertainment
Going Under - PDF
Happy Birthday to You
Holding the Baby - PDF
I Can See For Miles - PDF
I'm Already Here - PDF
It Started With a Kiss - PDF
Just Good Friends
Just Two Nights Left - PDF
Lost and Found
Monopoly, anyone
Moonlight Becomes You
Movie Night - PDF
Mr. Padiki - PDF
Obsessive Deception - PDF
Perfect Pizza
Pictures Speak Louder Than Words
Roman Holiday
Saying Goodbye - PDF
Shall We Dance
Thank You Canada!
The Camera Never Lies
The Other Half
The Treehouse
'Tis the Season to be Jolly
Twister
lightontheblue is sazzlette's writing journal.
★PDF Dowloads: Getting Dressed in the Dark.
lorraine4naz
Fire and Ice searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Fire and Ice.
lucy_08
What Kind of World, searched for here, here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: What Kind of World.
matchstickmen
Stuck On Delete, download in comments here.
★PDF Dowloads: Stuck on Delete.
meadowmines
Searched for here, The Internet Is For Porn, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Life is a Banquet, Open Secrets Verse.
mercuriewords is now mercuries
mocha_minx
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Cicatrix Manet.
mortified1
Searched here
motoque
Searched for here and here.
moveablehistory is thistogether
namegoeshere is 7_daze
nanoks
Searched for here and here and here and here
naughty_grrrrl
Searched for here.
nekomitsu
★PDF Dowloads: Praise The Lord (And Pass The Ammunition).
nightporters is now suebrownstories
She removed her fics and published them as original stories/books.
nola_rue
Searched for here and here. Another one here.
★PDF Dowloads: A Move to the Other Side, Any Day Now, It's Gonna Happen.
noword4it
Stories searched for here.
notthequiettype
Multiple story searches here, here, here, here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, download here.
A Cage to Catch Our Dreams
Aurora Rising
Get the Door, It's Dominos
Here I Am and Here Comes the Landslide
The One Where Jensen Is Coerced and Jareds Like a God Damn Porn King
Whisper Something Sooo Sincere
not_refined is now glassyskies
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: not_refined fics.
onceuponatown
They Put Me In A Cage Full of Lions, searched here.
onefulloctave
Searched for here.
paranoiaskill
story search here.
pedal_blur
Dalliance, searched for here and here.
pignapoke
The Christmas Wish, searched for here and another story here.
★PDF Dowloads: The Christmas Wish.
plutogirl10
Searched for here.
quasianpride
Searched for here, here and here.
radiogalaxies
Searched for here.
rahram/dreamwithcolor
Searched for here
★PDF Dowloads: List below, Download here.
Dark Intentions and the sequel Best Intentions
Adonijah -The Fairy Realm
Semper Fidelis
Long Time Coming
Tomorrow
The Cosmic Castaway
Black as Night
Indented
realscape
Deleted their journal.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
redradioflyer
Searched for here and here.
rhys_mae is now nantahala/maerhys on A03 or maerhys
Searched for here and here. And here, also here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, download here.
and twice on Sunday
be with me when the horses run until they forget
come to pierce me at my hunger mark
double negative everyone has a song
give good game
give you all the years from then
I'm not what you think when you
intuition
Like a sea of fire mixed with glass
one uncontrollable hunger away from ruin 'verse
only you know my name
sorry about the blood in your mouth
there are many names in history
Tomorrow the green grass
we call ourselves paperback jesus
when it don't come easy
rocknrollrodeo1
Searched for here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
saliam/dazedxcrazed
Deeper Than Bone, searched for here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
sanyin is now rosekay
sardonicsmiley is now smiley
saucyminxfix (cha & anyothergirl415
Stories are now on A03 saucyminx.
Searched for here and here.
savingfaith333
Multiple story searches here, here, here, here, here, here and multiple others.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
scion_writes
To feel like Home and Stay (please) here. And here.
sgt_psycho
Searched for here.
shantirosa
Searched for here.
sheafluer
Searched for here.
siubhlach/ramblinglies is now dishonestdreams
Exorcist and others searched here.
skeletal_grin
Searched for here and here. And here, here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Best Idea Ever.
smoothbelgian
The Case of Jared Tristan Padalecki, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: The Case of Jared Tristan Padalecki.
soledadseraph
Multiple story searches
★ Author does not want stories shared, stated here.
space_raider182
Searched for here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: You've Got Me Tripping All Over My Tongue, He Ain't Heaver Mister.
sparklingrocks
Sometimes, Koalas Just Won't Do, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Sometimes, Koalas Just Won't Do.
sparkofire
Searched here.
splashpink (thecoinbikini, directors_seat, spirit_boys)
Slow is Smooth (and Smooth is Steady), searched here, here and others. Days in Our Lives, searched for here. In My Left Hand, searched for here. Cheating Fairly, searched for here. You can also look here. Some of her stories can be found here.
★PDF Dowloads: Slow is Smooth (and Smooth is Steady). Days in Our Lives, Fiddler's Green, In The Dark, Louder than Words, Extra Duties as Required. A bunch of stories here for download.
standing_fic is now standing_fic
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: List below, download here.
And When We Kiss verse
Come Pick Me Up
Just This Last
Let Us In
Meet You At The Dock
Through Worlds, Worlds
You are the Surf That I am Walking Towards
You're a Real Fucking Page-turner
starless_riot
Just Over the Horizon, searched for here and here. Were You Expecting Someone Else, searched for here.
starsfan14
Star-Gazing, searched for here.
starweather/acklesaholics
But Thank the Stars We are Entwined, searched for here. The Opposite Sides On Which We Fall, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: The Opposite Sides On Which We Fall, But Thank the Stars We are Entwined.
stele3 stories are now here
stellamaris99
Searched for here
strangeandcharm is now on dreamwidth strangenessandcharm
Searched here.
sunset_dark
Searched for here.
★ Author does not want stories shared.
rosaline_kells (rosaline_kells) is now thefarofixer on a03
Rebel Rebel searched for here and another one here and here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Our Hell is a Good Life, You Wouldn't Want An Angel Watching Over You, Rebel, Rebel.
temporalranger is finnickodair and TemporalRanger @ Ao3
Searched for here.
teot is teot on ao3
Searched for here.
the_dark_lust
Appearances Are Deceptive, searched for here.
thrdstrike
The Lady Killers searched for here.
titheniel and fallonblackdays ((thecoinbikini, directors_seat, spirit_boys)
Searched for here. Lean on Me, searched here, here and multiple others. Days in Our Lives, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: I've Learned to Love, Lean on Me. Days in Our Lives, Be My Baby, Snapshots. A bunch of stories here for download.
umbrellas_can
Searched for here.
verayne
Searched here
vita-obscura1
Searched for here.
vivaesprit/honeyone is now itskaylie @ itsreadinghour
The Sickest Sick Person Who Ever Sicked, searched for here.
vulgar_snail
Searched for here and here and here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Fade to Black.
waiting4noexit
Searched for here. Prodigal, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Bound.
wattle_writes is now wattle_neurotic and her writing journal linear_notes
Searched for here.
wickedtragedy
Searched for here.
Wickedtruth/Sangembrasse
Searched here, and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Sam-in-Boots.
winchester84 is winchester84 @ sinful desires
Searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Yesterday's Mistake.
winchesterhaunt
Searched for here and here and here. The Rest is Still Unwritten, searched for here.
witherwand is now kuwamiko
withthunder
Home, Places We've Grown, searched for here.
wooglemush
Inanimate Object, searched for here.
★PDF Dowloads: Inanimate Object.
wuzzlybear
xlorillx
Med Verse, Searched for here.
ze_pink_lady is now narkypoon
Searched here.
★PDF Dowloads: Hang Time, Hang Time Interludes, Wherein Jared Tells Jensen To Look At Llamas, But He Doesn't, Man in the Mirrow, Reflections of You.
zooeyrye
Sons of Misfortune Verse, searched for here and here and here.
★PDF Dowloads: Sons of Misfortune, Soldiers of Distortion, Songs of Absolution, Guardians of Redemption, Givers of Isolation. Simple Like Breathing Under Water.