i cant believe its been almost a year since ive been on here. i have been living with nikki and four room mates for awhile now its great when there is no drama. but for the most part its been great ive seen some of you and told you the good news me and nikki are getting married next year and we will be sending the invitations soon. id like to hear ( Read more... )

love is what i feel when i look into your eyes, and love is what i see when you look into mine. love is what calms my mind when i think of you. love is what makes my heart heal when you run up and hug me anxiously. love is what makes my soul jump when you kiss me. love is what lets me sleep at night when you hold me. love is what wakes me up in ( Read more... )

i am truly happie now ......... my true love is by my side we are moving in together and we grow stronger and stronger every day... nikki thinks she is hurttin but she is only makeing me happier because she tells me how she feels she dosent hold anything back .......... the only reason why i feel paine right now is because of her ex brian. he is ( Read more... )

im sitting here waiting for my love of my life too call so i can hear her voice.. im driving my self insane with the thoughts of my minds eye.. ive been having hella deja voo feelings in the last week its wierd i get good ones then i get bad ones its like fate cant make up its mind right now..... like i said its wierd.... oh and im developeing a ( Read more... )

here i lye watching with my minds eye .......... my body no longer decays and dies ..... my heart is filled with fire and passion ....... my soul starts to fly free ...........i have found my queen ........ i walk twords my throne with nothing but my life to hone ......... all i can think about is you ............. and every thing you do ( Read more... )

why is it that im hated so much......... i love nikki i love her more than any thing in existence but im only second in her heart. shes healed all my wounds and freed my soul but i cant stop her bleeding....... why why in the fucking hell am i hated so much..........

met a nice girl. love her so.

btw this is kat not william. he loves my friend so much. and he met her yesterday. awwww
pinch his cheekys!!!

......I've tried my hardest to live in this this world..... and every day i wake my condition is worse...... the people around me are all dying inside and its killing me..... now i lay here in my pool of blood contimplating wether i should end it now to preserve what sanity i have left or to try to keep my grasp on what little life i have ( Read more... )

why is it that life has to be this way....... no matter how hard i try it always spits in my eye...... my soul is fading my heart is bleeding and my minds eye is on its way to die..... my body akes and my fate waits...... my goddess and my guardians have left me in a hellish wake....... my nightmares my mind they do take........ the scars have ( Read more... )

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