Jan 13, 2006 19:31
im sitting here waiting for my love of my life too call so i can hear her voice.. im driving my self insane with the thoughts of my minds eye.. ive been having hella deja voo feelings in the last week its wierd i get good ones then i get bad ones its like fate cant make up its mind right now..... like i said its wierd.... oh and im developeing a sleeping disorder its wierd i sleep realy well when nikki is by me but when she isnt i cant sleep for more than an hour ............ i love her more than anything she in physical reach she has the same personality as me we have hella stuff in comon likes dislikes ....... and then theres the one thing thats realy pissing me off and i dont understand it at all..... every one i know is telling me to be careful its pissing me off im in the happie but every one is telling me to be careful i love nikki i will die for nikki just like i would die for kyle and ryan rbekka and kat nikki is my life my fire my goddes ..... my everything