Jan 29, 2006 13:09
i am truly happie now ......... my true love is by my side we are moving in together and we grow stronger and stronger every day... nikki thinks she is hurttin but she is only makeing me happier because she tells me how she feels she dosent hold anything back .......... the only reason why i feel paine right now is because of her ex brian. he is writting letters too her saying how he loves her more than anything and wants her back just as much .... its funny cuse he said he was happie for us and he wasnt going to do anything to harm our relatonship but he is doing exactly that he keeps upsetting nikki with his letters which in turn makes her talk to me about brian which she thinks she hurts me every time she dose but its not her hurtting me and makeing me angry its brian i mean i dont mind talking to her about brian but hearing how he loves her and wants to be with her he is absolutly disrespecting our relationship and its makeing me angry. nikki says she loves me and will never leave me i trust her 200% its brian im not trusting hes told two lies so far. one more and he is done in my book i hate being lied to more than anything on this planet........ nikki i love you babe you arent doing anything to hurt me plz understand that its not you its brian ............. i miss you nikki i cant wait to marry you and move in with you............. well im going to go to sleep now my head is throbbing like a stampeede of rinos
i love you nikki talk to you when yo get home ♥