I haven't updated in a nice little while. Nothing's really changed. My life is static. Kind of like when you're watching something on the computer and your internet connect lags and the image freezes and you can kind of hear what's going on and the image skips ahead every now and then. That's what it's like. Just as annoying and aggravating ( Read more... )

Wow. My girlfriend is fucking incredible. She wouldn't go back to Canada without making sure I had a little green. She bought two new pieces and left them both here for me to use. She helps me with my college essays (cause I suck at writing) and then even stays up late trying to wake me up when I plan on waking up to do work with her but am ( Read more... )

So for the past couple days Margaret and I have been going on our little suburban adventures of finding a place to sleep together at night, stealing wine from her dad's huge wine cellar, calling some people but to no avail, going to Kroger a little buzzed and Margaret drunk off wine where we bought way more food than we intended, Margaret rode ( Read more... )

xmas update! Hope everyone has been having fun with the holidays. I've been relaxing (getting baked) with Margaret and enjoying gifts. The holidays themselves were a little weak this year. I felt like all the family meals I had with my family were strange and a little distanced or something. My gifts made me feel like I'm not a kid anymore. I asked ( Read more... )

skylar goldman: god I need to get one of your presents still but I don't know how to handle it ( Read more... )

I think I have a lot of problems communicating. I haven't even burnt bridges, they've just gotten decrepit and fallen apart. It doesn't bother me too much and but that bothers me a lot. Sometimes I feel really empty. I catch myself not thinking about anything too frequently. I feel apathetic and kind of alone. Not because I don't have people here ( Read more... )

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