• I am not the most patient person ever. The sixth is like, forever away.
• Computer games are distracting. I forgot about that, having no CD drive for so long. Mmm, games.
• InnerSam had a serious freakout the other day because Madre and I were fighting and he was in full defiant-son!mode on top of my existing defiant-daughter!mode (because I'm not ( Read more... )

How come whenever there's something important and imminent in my near future that involves a decent sleeping schedule, I can't possibly fall asleep to save my life? Because it seems to happen every bloody time, today/last night included.

I need to be able to sleep tonight so as to wake up tomorrow so as to spend the whole day simultaneously being ( Read more... )

Good night tonight.

I went and took a two-hour nap after my dad left for California (dude, still am shocked by that; so didn't know he was going!), and then got up just in time to get ready to leave for youth group, and drank a lot of that offbrand Mountain Dew stuff. Mmm. And then ran sound!

Adam L is playing violin again this week!! <3 Makes ( Read more... )

Ugh.

So I stayed up all night last night, trying to do something (anything) productive, and failing mostly-miserably. Ended up curling up and napping about a half-hour before I was supposed to wake up (had to go to work with momma and then youth group later). Didn't actually sleep, because unlike normally where music puts me to sleep nicely, leaving ( Read more... )

So I definitely start most of my journal entries out with "so I definitely ____" or some variation of it. Just thought if I haven't mentioned it before, I should, because I did indeed notice. I also start most verbal sentances out that way, now. :)

But yes. Today I discovered amazing music (investigated further Porcupine Tree stuff, 'cause I liked ( Read more... )

Sooo... It's officially after six-thirty in the morning right now, and I've not only not slept, but am too hyper to possibly sleep (though it's in a tired way - like I'm hyper but worn out but still too hyper and wishing I wasn't)... and also every time I lie down, I start choking and couging and can't breathe, but that's beside the point, or ( Read more... )

So. My computer's being slow and locking up and stuff, and my brain's... sorta doing it's version of the same thing. I was planning on going to work with my mom today (free movies! Late at night! Heee!!), but if I do I'd get home at like 2am, and not have time to post anything ( Read more... )

Youth group started, for me, at 2pm - yay A/V, and running sound, and there being a guest-dude to play along with the band, meaning I have to work on stuff with the awesome people all day! Also yay run-on sentances. And fragments. Whoo!

Anyhow, yeah. Sound went well, and I get to do it Wed-Sunday, again, yaaay! Me and Adam (A/V!Adam) were hyper (hah ( Read more... )

So I'm alive and things... and at my Aunt's house instead of the library, meaning LJ isn't blocked (because since it's networking and generally lets millions on it, it's apparently bad..?), so I can post, yay! Um, firstly it wasn't nearly as freakishly shy-quiet-uncomfortable as I thought it was going to be. This side of the family is a lot of fun ( Read more... )

I totally slacked off and wasted the whole day! O.O;;;;

This is the most I've written all day long, I swear.

I feel so unproductive and blah that it's not even funny, but at the same time it is because it's weird and stuff... >.<; So... Yes. I need to figure out what my problem is, and fix it before I turn into ...some sort of brainless... fungus or ( Read more... )