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So I went to this second hearing today. As I suspected they were spying on my Internet browsing. Still don't know for sure how. But I will find a way to put an end to their prying....I wonder if what they are doing is legal....they found the drug searches I purposely did and some of the dating sites I purposely visited. So how can I use this ( Read more... )

I'm still mourning the loss of my aunt Laura. But today I had a bit of faith. I met with the guardian-ad-litem today. He came and saw my apartment and we talked for about an hour. He mentioned that all this stuff they are using about religion is pretty much bullshit. I hope so the judge is a council member of some presbyterian church. But he ( Read more... )

I am on a Greyhound bus heading back south. All my thoughts and prayers that I've had in Jersey are coming along with me. I keep crying to myself..thinking about my aunt Laura. Thinking about the way she'd get me to laugh...and if it wasn't working she would only just try harder....she was always determined to make a person laugh ( Read more... )

I distant myself from the extreme which makes me wonder if that makes me myself extreme. I have never really considered myself anyone religion. I just followed whatever whenever...with the hopes of being enlightened ( Read more... )

My heart is broken. The sorrow that has overcome my soul is unbearable. Less then 24 hours ago my aunt Laura passed away. The sound of it tares me from limb to limb. Why on god's earth did this have to happen to such a person whom I hold so dearly to myself. All the thoughts that are going through my mind right now. There is nothing that could ( Read more... )

Tonight has been just so nuts! My aunt was put in the hospital yesterday. My uncle Chris found her passed out in her living room. My mother called me this afternoon around lunch time telling me Laura was in diabetic ketosis and that she was in and out of a coma...her blood sugar was over 600 ( Read more... )

So yesterday morning Jessica called me up asking me to go to the dermatologist with her. It was a last minute appointment...her dr called her at 9:30 am telling her to show up at 11:30 am....she sent me a text around 10:15 I had just woken up. I told her I wouldn't be ready on time. She then said it's ok you don't have to go if you do not want. ( Read more... )

I wish the Marriott was still managed by Marriott international. The job was so much nicer then. These Winegardner & Hammons people who manage us now are horrible. The benefits suck...It will cost me 273.00 a month to cover my so Samuel alone for health insurance. Thats more then I pay in child support. It was only 128.00 a month with Marriott ( Read more... )

Well today was the hearing for visitation. It was quite harsh but oh well. All I have ever done was try and be nice to them. I didn't even say one negative thing about Samuel's mother. In fact none of my affidavits did!They did nothing but slander me and my entire family in court. Everyone in the Bartley family in fact. But they did not mention a ( Read more... )