And I've never cried like this before.
My heart is broken. The sorrow that has overcome my soul is unbearable. Less then 24 hours ago my aunt Laura passed away. The sound of it tares me from limb to limb. Why on god's earth did this have to happen to such a person whom I hold so dearly to myself. All the thoughts that are going through my mind right now. There is nothing that could possibly prepare me for her wake later on today. Nothing at all. I witnessed nothing but pain and anguish amongst my family members. We lost a sister a aunt a best friend....we lost someone so important to us that this actually makes me physically hurt. I need to rest but I can't.
I feel so so sad.
I feel so so sad.